Depression exacerbated by the summer heat, as I try to be a human being. That is impossible now--maybe impossible forever. I struggle to do minimum maintenance with a body and brain fried by drugs. All I want to do is watch TV. I am so tired of struggling. My house is filthy but I am too sick with drugs to try to do anything about it. Keep trying Tita, keep hoping that one day you will be a human being again. Not today though.
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