I haven't been disappeared--yet. I spent nearly 21 hours straight in an emergency room/hospital visit. The last three hours I got to lay down in a hospital bed, but for 18 hours, I endured sitting in hard backed chairs, watching crappy TV, while I tried to stay calm, which wasn't easy when I realized that the whole emergency room was one huge psych ops. It took me a while--the setting was elaborate. At any given time, there were around 50 people in the room, some vomiting, some limping, ect. But little tell-tale signs began to give it away. When the young man sitting close to me retched uncontrollably in a bucket, why couldn't I smell it? To my great discomfort, I have an incredibly sensitive nose, and I can smell vomit in a public bathroomhours after it has been flushed down the toilet, but I can't smell it as it is upchucking from three feet away? With my scent of smell--I don't think so. "Waiting for Godot" gave way to "something's rotten in Denmark", and it sure wasn't the guy's stomach contents. Then there were all the young children that were there. Now, children to the ER have their own separate pediatrics waiting clinic, but these were HEALTHY children. It was almost as if there was a family atmosphere, with some of the "visitors" there. Every so often, a staff would come and say "visitors". The first couple of times, people actually got up and followed the staff, but as the night went on, that charade stopped, too. Now really, who would put visitors, and especially children, in the same waiting area, with urgently ill people?
I just couldn't figure out WHY I was being put through this extensive, EXTENDED (18 hours) charade? You see, I had been in psychic communication with the psychics around me, including P.F., who really is the only one I trust, and I thought that I was going to be given sanctuary in a safe place, so that I wouldn't be astrally raped and bodily mutilated anymore, as I have been for years now, but more intensely recently. Ideally, I tried to communicate that I just wanted a safe place "to be" for a few weeks, so that I could try to extricate myself from all the mental, spiritual, and physical suffering, upheaval, and confusion, that all this abuse has caused within me. Well, as I realized the incredible lengths that these drama bitches had gone through to fool me, I got increasingly angry. Same old goddamned psych op shit that I have been dealing with for over a dozen years now--same old Sirian control freak, bullshit games, as if people have to be tricked into making their most important life choices.
Ah, but as usual, there was a good reason for the trickery and deception. I was not being offered a safe haven at all. Rather, I was being set up by Merovingian Faction 2 to becoming a frequency slave, in the same way as so many brainwashed psychics have been in the past. However, alarm bells started going off, especially when P.F. became visibly distressed and other psychics blocked her from my direct view, as she tried to reach somebody on a landline phone located in the ER (!).
My fear heightened dramatically after meeting and identifying, as occult evil, the two doctors (representing, I think, the two separate wings of Faction 2--the blonde and the dark) who examined me. I asked my inner voice if I were safe, and it told me, "no". At that point, I had to make a decision, but the truth is that it had already been made.
You see, I never make decisions without a lot of thought and obsessive-compulsive "intellectual handwringing". I may seem to make impulsive decisions, but actually, I usually stew over big decisions for days, weeks, and months. I mentioned my Meyers Briggs profile recently--I actually took the test twice, and the second time that I took it, as a mature person in my 30's, I was pleasantly surprised to learn that the intervening decade, had contributed to a balancing out between introversion/extroversion and thinking/feeling. However, the gap didn't close nearly as much between intuition and realistic sensing, and I still was an off-the charts "P"!
I know these things about myself--and I know how to get around the weaknesses associated with them. So, when facing a momentous decision, I need quiet, spiritual time to be by myself, to pray to God, reach my inner self, and feel good about my decision. Well, right now, in the unceasingly stressful situation that I am in, such a state cannot be attained, so I get angry when people try to force my life choices to conform to their own projections. I especially get angry, when it is clear that they do not honor or respect choices that I am sure about. I AM SURE THAT I AM A MAN, GODDAMNED IT!! The stupid bastards can pump me full of drugs and hormones, and anally rape me all they want--all they will get is a surface change that only a delusional dumbass, brainwashed by the same illusory trickery that they use on others, would be fooled into believing their own wishful thinking makes for reality and truth.
You see, I already worked through tough issues, and made my own personal peace with my ambiguous and conflicting gender identity--once. I WAS happy as long as I was allowed to live out my lesbian sexuality, to work out and develop a muscular body, and had enough testosterone in my body to feel healthy, energetic and alive. IT WAS NOT ME WHO DESTROYED THE HOMEOSTATIC STATUS QUO that served my mental health and positive self-esteem--IT WAS THE SAME KABAL CONTROL FREAKS that now have left me with no choice but to squarely face an even more insurmountable gender identity conflict, resolve it, AND be happy about it. For you see, THE RESOLUTION ALREADY HAS BEEN MADE--that is why I keep saying that I AM A MAN. Intellectually, I know myself, my needs, and my body, and thus I know what has to happen for me to be happy. It is just that this intellectual realization, however valid, has not yet reached harmonious and unanimous consent with my emotional self.
Given my life circumstance, this is not surprising. This is a change that has been forced on me, without my willful consent. The same thing happened to me when I was 13 or 14, and started developing breasts and bleeding every month. My juvenile self was PROFOUNDLY disturbed and upset about it--WTF??? Guess what? It took me ten years to become emotionally comfortable, with those indisputable facts, so that I could integrate them into a positive and healthy personality and self-image.
I was going to gay bars for 5 or 6 years, before I became comfortable with emotionally accepting the fact that I was gay. In my early 20's, in my brutally "honest" conversations with myself, I would repeat over and over, "I am not gay. I am just a sinner". Well, of course, I was trapped in neurotic denial, and that caused another years-long delay of positive, self-identity formation as well. In a functional and healthy world, individuals are helped and respected in acknowledging their own self-identity and life choices. I however, am one of the unfortunate few who mostly has had to go it all alone, and at this point in my life, I am okay with that. What is not okay, is the never ending abuse, stress, fear, AND RAPE, which is now a "normal" experience in my existence. That is why I was desperate enough to take a leap of faith on Monday, imagining that I was going to be spirited away into some military, or off world (UFO or planetoid) base, while I officially became "deceased".
I did not take that decision lightly, so as I lay in that hospital bed, realizing I was in deep doo-doo, after meeting the two doctors, both of whom set off my intuition's alarm bells, I made a conscious decision to follow through on my decision. I consider myself lucky that I am not in some secret hospital somewhere, doped to the gills, but if I were, it would have been my decision, and even though, trickery was involved, I made it freely. I am certain that God is in charge of my life, I was confident that my decision to go to the hospital (that was the set up--to go and complain of chest pain), had been an honest, thorough, and unforced one, and so, I decided to follow it through all the way.
But, oh boy, was I so excited and relieved to walk out of that hospital room, and out of that place, knowing I had dodged, yet again, A CANNON BALL! I was as giddy as a kid being let out for summer vacation, feeling a whole, new lease on life open up. Of course, that feeling lasted for all of 15 minutes, until I bought and ate a breakfast burrito that had been contaminated. The renewed virus activation, combined with the anticipatory duress and lack of sleep from the day before, led me to sleep. I woke up with brain fog, and even though, there is a lot going through my head right now, I need for things to settle down inside my head. I am worried that the rapes will start again, but right now, there is nothing I can do to control what those occult KaBalists do to me. All I can do is control my own self and my own voice as much as possible, and that is what I choose to do.
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Sunday, February 5, 2012
Well, the only one who has melted down today
Well, the only one who has melted down today has been ME. After another night of abduction and anal rape, and waking up with a brain addled with chemicals and female hormones, I suffered another lost day. I finally got up and bought a six pack of beer, but it was contaminated and made me sick. Of course, I got a little queasy watching the game, as well. Of course, the game was fixed, just as they all are, but the fact that the Giants beat the Patriots makes me wonder if the Patriots have suffered another defeat at the hands of the Tall Whites somewhere.
I was too sick to do any web surfing today, so maybe I will get it tomorrow, but it is really hard for me to sit. I am wondering if I have busted or cracked a rib or two. My body hasn't felt right since Friday, and this morning I woke up in severe pain in my ribs, upper back, and shoulders. Not only was I raped, but I was raped violently, and it exacerbated the frontal thoracic pain I have been feeling since Friday. I will deal with it, tomorrow. Right now, I need to go to bed and pray I get some sleep, which is not easy with the pain and misery I am in. I used a different brand of soap, and it had some kind of deodorant soup smell on it, that I now can smell on my own self, and it drives me nuts! For some reason, I have always been hyperaware of, and repulsed by the smell of deodorant soap. I may even take yet another shower tomorrow to try to get rid of the scent.
There is no doubt in my mind that the rapes I am experiencing on the astral plane, are having the perp's desired effect, and reminding me of sexual abuse suffered as a child, which causes all kind of conflicting and negative emotions to rise within me. Intellectually, I can understand it all, but emotionally I am a wreck, and the hardest thing in the world for me to do is to talk or write about my own personal emotions. So, short post.
I was too sick to do any web surfing today, so maybe I will get it tomorrow, but it is really hard for me to sit. I am wondering if I have busted or cracked a rib or two. My body hasn't felt right since Friday, and this morning I woke up in severe pain in my ribs, upper back, and shoulders. Not only was I raped, but I was raped violently, and it exacerbated the frontal thoracic pain I have been feeling since Friday. I will deal with it, tomorrow. Right now, I need to go to bed and pray I get some sleep, which is not easy with the pain and misery I am in. I used a different brand of soap, and it had some kind of deodorant soup smell on it, that I now can smell on my own self, and it drives me nuts! For some reason, I have always been hyperaware of, and repulsed by the smell of deodorant soap. I may even take yet another shower tomorrow to try to get rid of the scent.
There is no doubt in my mind that the rapes I am experiencing on the astral plane, are having the perp's desired effect, and reminding me of sexual abuse suffered as a child, which causes all kind of conflicting and negative emotions to rise within me. Intellectually, I can understand it all, but emotionally I am a wreck, and the hardest thing in the world for me to do is to talk or write about my own personal emotions. So, short post.
Saturday, February 4, 2012
I won't be enjoying the Super Bowl tomorrow
I won't be enjoying the Super Bowl tomorrow. Since it comes only once a year, I had planned to watch at least the first half (its no use watching the second half, because I already know which team is fixed to win). So, I went out to buy myself a little liquid cheer to help root on my favorite team, but EVERYWHERE I went, I was stalked by a whole assortment of occult and/or security types--vampire Sirians, long haired Amon RAites, preppy, anal-retentive, hard-eyed Satanists, seemingly friendly, buzz-cut blonde Nazis, and shape-shifters. FUCK THEM ALL!!!! Now, understand one thing--I made over a dozen stops, trying to buy a six pack of beer or get a carry out sandwich to eat. Most places, the goddamned carrion were literally parked outside, waiting for me to exit! So, I forgot about buying beer; after all I don't need to drink it to live. I do need to eat, though, and the food I bought at two separate places were contaminated with the goddamned virus that I hate so much--you know the one that makes me angry, aggressive, and autistic. I ate a half of a Subway sandwich, and the smell of the contaminated vegetable oil was overpowering. It has been in the cooking oil that I use at home, as well. It was not there for the first couple of weeks of use, so that means somebody entered my house and tampered with it. It probably is why my stomach has been hurting all day. Right now, after eating the sub, my stomach is tore apart. I feel like the character in the James Bond movie who drank a quart of motor oil to try to save his villainous life from thirst. Whatever nano technology they are putting into the oil is tearing up my stomach. I have to eat crackers to get rid of the taste in my mouth, but nothing gets rid of the smell that hangs around in my kitchen after cooking with it.
Can't you occult predators just give me a damned shot and get the shit over with? I am tired of my food being contaminated. Worst of all, I am out of groceries--but was waiting until next week to shop. DAMNED, I hate it when my own stupidity makes my life harder, but I suppose I would really be pissed if I came home and found everything contaminated.
I have had a massive headache all day, and now, on to of that I have a stomachache. The only good news is that I think the rest of the country can watch the Super Bowl in peace--spent all day researching likely threats, and while my inability to concentrate resulted in an unsatisfactory stalemate (at least to my perfectionist mind) at resolving the issues, at least I am confident that there won't be any major meltdowns tomorrow--except in the bars of the city of the losing team.
Can't you occult predators just give me a damned shot and get the shit over with? I am tired of my food being contaminated. Worst of all, I am out of groceries--but was waiting until next week to shop. DAMNED, I hate it when my own stupidity makes my life harder, but I suppose I would really be pissed if I came home and found everything contaminated.
I have had a massive headache all day, and now, on to of that I have a stomachache. The only good news is that I think the rest of the country can watch the Super Bowl in peace--spent all day researching likely threats, and while my inability to concentrate resulted in an unsatisfactory stalemate (at least to my perfectionist mind) at resolving the issues, at least I am confident that there won't be any major meltdowns tomorrow--except in the bars of the city of the losing team.
Friday, February 3, 2012
I had an eventful last night and morning
I had an eventful last night and morning, but I am only going to talk about the former, because the latter is intensely personal, and deserves an entire post to itself one of these days whenever I decide to write on it. I really cannot offer much light on what happened last night, because I can barely remember anything. However, I woke up so badly hurt that I could hardly move. My whole left side felt like it had been kicked in from the front, and my hips, pelvis and lower back were so misaligned that I spent the first three hours of the morning, just trying to get them into a bearable position.
With some (a lot) of help from one of my psychic neighbors, I finally succeeded.
So, I gather that there was a big battle last night, and I took quite a beating. I believe that there may have been nano-tech robots involved, and that Steve Appleton's death was related. Steve Appleton was a CEO of Micron computers, and I think had been involved in the nano tech community as well. Funny thing about Mr. Appleton--his Wiki bio had no month or day of his birthdate--just a year. I use Wiki a lot, and I have never seen a year only format for a contemporary personage displayed before. I wonder if one of my recent posts caused a lot of birthdates of January 17th and March 14th, to get scrubbed (LOL). This is why I try not to share everything I know, but sometimes, it is important...
Anyway, this Appleton character fit the profile of a genetically engineered/possible hybrid from the Martian colony. Since he is deceased, there is no use going any deeper than that. I did find it interesting, however, that Micron politics had booted out his predecessor, James Parkinson, who went on to work for a nanotech company. I couldn't find anything on him. However, I hit paydirt when I did a search on the board member that fired Parkinson and hired Appleton, in a controversial showdown. That board member was J.R. Simplot--very much a MACHINE-RA controlled puppet and family. J.R. is now deceased, but the MACHINE manipulated faces/craniums continue in his children--you can see their photos on the Board of Directors link at the company web site. Another interesting fact about the Simplot family is that they are a huge agribusiness corporation, and among other yucky sounding products, they manufacture ammonium sulfate. That has been in the news a lot lately--it is also called "pink slime", and McDonald's has finally agreed to remove it from their meat.
Now, what in the world is ammonium sulfate doing in food? Well, apart from making the Simplot family very wealthy, I think its only purpose is to feed the nascent nano virus that is injected into humans via vaccinations, and activated by the pollution of our Earth and chem trails. However, the fact that pink slime has been discredited tells me that law enforcement/the DOJ is one step ahead of me on this one. That is good, because it also means that they are monitoring Simplot's large-scale commercial operations for possible weapons and sabotage. Because Indianapolis is a city with occult ties (pyramids, large Mason temple, etc), it is important that every bag of fries that unloads into the Superbowl Lucas Field, is scrutinized. I spent most of my research time today trying to see any other strong indicators of a nasty terrorist attack on the Super Bowl, but could not. Still, I will be hypervigilant all day tomorrow.
However, getting back to last night--in addition to fighting off droid bots, I think that kissed a woman--the same turbo charged human that I wrote about in a previous post. I would use her name, but I honestly don't know it. I do know that she been astrally present and intervening in my life for some years now. The vulnerability to being a super, turbo charged human, or one of the advanced aliens for that matter, is that it is so easy for sneaky and/or evil beings/factions to flip a switch in the brain, and mind-control someone. I think that is what happened to the Sirian last night who tried to murder me. I think somebody flipped a switch in her brain and caused her to do something she would normally not do. I can't be sure, but I think they also did it to P.F. (psychic friend), and that they may have been trying to get her to transport to a frequency address where the Nazis were waiting.
All I can say for sure is that last night, I got a really bad energetic control pattern in my own brain. I never sleep in my bed, because it has been energized with a frequency that my body literally can't stand. However, last night, for the first time in weeks, I decided to sleep in my bed while I listened to an online radio program, hosted by Kerry Cassidy, with an outstanding guest list. However, the frequency amped me up so much that I could not listen to a thing, and I was angry and spastic from the vibes. After about a half-hour, I was going out of my mind, and was hooked into an energy pattern that I knew was evil. I could "smell" the evil greys that I always smell when I am abducted by the Vatican sect of the Nazis, and I knew that the frequency that had been placed in my bed was an attempt to abduct me, and not only me, but also Sirian alien types and their associates--which would include P.F.
Well, it took a while, but I kicked out the energetic programming. I did it by banging on a child's drum that I have, while listening to music. The key is to disrupt the regular rhythmic patterns that the brain waves have hooked into. I probably sound like a D- drummer, but the point is NOT to drum in synch with the music, but to try to creatively counterpoint it, no matter how inexpertly, so that the brain gets two clashing rhythms going, which then frees it from one track, frequency brain wave that the MACHINE uses to control.
Now, it is very possible that whoever placed the energy activator in my bed thought that it was a POSITIVE device and destination. However, because my brain is not so crystalline as these super, turbo-charged aliens and "galactic humans", I don't switch as easily. You see, I have decided that these Sirians are like the genies from Arabian lore. Yes, they are advanced, super power beings, capable of manipulating 3D matter at will, but they are completely at the mercy of anyone who finds their housing, the "lamp", and rubs on it. Now, it is not a lamp that is able to manipulate these crystalline brains so easily--it is, I think, a computer code, or maybe a computer gadget, and I think they are extremely rare to find AND difficult to program.
I wonder if that is why the Soul Train host was killed--was he in possession of one? And if it changed hands, who has it now? Mr. Obama, or maybe one of his power handlers? I do not mean to suggest that these "genies" are "robots" who can be programmed with a push of a few buttons. It is actually a very sophisticated and complicated process, which involves hacking into and monitoring the brains of the individuals involved, especially those with native (non-crystalline) human brains. That is why it is so important that occult societies subject their children to such horrific and traumatic abuse--they are molding the mind into frequency and wave patterns that they then can control and manipulate. I also think that various neuro-biological chemicals, such as in the food one eats, the water one drinks, or the air one breaths, can set up a brain to conform to such a molding as well
This is why it is SO important that I stay free and clear of overt identification with any faction right now. Yes, I know which way I am leaning, and am aware of my own shortcomings that make it difficult for me to fit into a social grouping, but I just feel that this deceptive flipping is not yet done, and I have to be in a position where I am free to both recognize and respond to this, however unconsciously.
I am working towards a win-win situation for all, but until I know what REALLY is the truth, I cannot commit to any faction or side. I have to stay a solo agent. That does not mean that I don't recognize and appreciate my allies and friends. I am not a flirt--I don't kiss anyone unless I really mean it. However, this topsy-turvy state of affairs, with constantly changing deceptions is not yet over, and I seem to have been called to be the one who cuts through all the tangle of lies and lost history, in order to arrive at a clear vista.
This is slow and laborious. I read one chapter of Farrell's book, and the insights started coming so fast and furious that I haven't looked at it, since. I am constantly distracted, worrying about the latest terrorist plot the KaBal is plotting, and on top of everything else, I have to deal with my own poor health and personal issues. Maybe tomorrow I will write about those, but I somehow think, that once again, I will be going off on a completely fresh research trail. What can I say? Duty calls.
With some (a lot) of help from one of my psychic neighbors, I finally succeeded.
So, I gather that there was a big battle last night, and I took quite a beating. I believe that there may have been nano-tech robots involved, and that Steve Appleton's death was related. Steve Appleton was a CEO of Micron computers, and I think had been involved in the nano tech community as well. Funny thing about Mr. Appleton--his Wiki bio had no month or day of his birthdate--just a year. I use Wiki a lot, and I have never seen a year only format for a contemporary personage displayed before. I wonder if one of my recent posts caused a lot of birthdates of January 17th and March 14th, to get scrubbed (LOL). This is why I try not to share everything I know, but sometimes, it is important...
Anyway, this Appleton character fit the profile of a genetically engineered/possible hybrid from the Martian colony. Since he is deceased, there is no use going any deeper than that. I did find it interesting, however, that Micron politics had booted out his predecessor, James Parkinson, who went on to work for a nanotech company. I couldn't find anything on him. However, I hit paydirt when I did a search on the board member that fired Parkinson and hired Appleton, in a controversial showdown. That board member was J.R. Simplot--very much a MACHINE-RA controlled puppet and family. J.R. is now deceased, but the MACHINE manipulated faces/craniums continue in his children--you can see their photos on the Board of Directors link at the company web site. Another interesting fact about the Simplot family is that they are a huge agribusiness corporation, and among other yucky sounding products, they manufacture ammonium sulfate. That has been in the news a lot lately--it is also called "pink slime", and McDonald's has finally agreed to remove it from their meat.
Now, what in the world is ammonium sulfate doing in food? Well, apart from making the Simplot family very wealthy, I think its only purpose is to feed the nascent nano virus that is injected into humans via vaccinations, and activated by the pollution of our Earth and chem trails. However, the fact that pink slime has been discredited tells me that law enforcement/the DOJ is one step ahead of me on this one. That is good, because it also means that they are monitoring Simplot's large-scale commercial operations for possible weapons and sabotage. Because Indianapolis is a city with occult ties (pyramids, large Mason temple, etc), it is important that every bag of fries that unloads into the Superbowl Lucas Field, is scrutinized. I spent most of my research time today trying to see any other strong indicators of a nasty terrorist attack on the Super Bowl, but could not. Still, I will be hypervigilant all day tomorrow.
However, getting back to last night--in addition to fighting off droid bots, I think that kissed a woman--the same turbo charged human that I wrote about in a previous post. I would use her name, but I honestly don't know it. I do know that she been astrally present and intervening in my life for some years now. The vulnerability to being a super, turbo charged human, or one of the advanced aliens for that matter, is that it is so easy for sneaky and/or evil beings/factions to flip a switch in the brain, and mind-control someone. I think that is what happened to the Sirian last night who tried to murder me. I think somebody flipped a switch in her brain and caused her to do something she would normally not do. I can't be sure, but I think they also did it to P.F. (psychic friend), and that they may have been trying to get her to transport to a frequency address where the Nazis were waiting.
All I can say for sure is that last night, I got a really bad energetic control pattern in my own brain. I never sleep in my bed, because it has been energized with a frequency that my body literally can't stand. However, last night, for the first time in weeks, I decided to sleep in my bed while I listened to an online radio program, hosted by Kerry Cassidy, with an outstanding guest list. However, the frequency amped me up so much that I could not listen to a thing, and I was angry and spastic from the vibes. After about a half-hour, I was going out of my mind, and was hooked into an energy pattern that I knew was evil. I could "smell" the evil greys that I always smell when I am abducted by the Vatican sect of the Nazis, and I knew that the frequency that had been placed in my bed was an attempt to abduct me, and not only me, but also Sirian alien types and their associates--which would include P.F.
Well, it took a while, but I kicked out the energetic programming. I did it by banging on a child's drum that I have, while listening to music. The key is to disrupt the regular rhythmic patterns that the brain waves have hooked into. I probably sound like a D- drummer, but the point is NOT to drum in synch with the music, but to try to creatively counterpoint it, no matter how inexpertly, so that the brain gets two clashing rhythms going, which then frees it from one track, frequency brain wave that the MACHINE uses to control.
Now, it is very possible that whoever placed the energy activator in my bed thought that it was a POSITIVE device and destination. However, because my brain is not so crystalline as these super, turbo-charged aliens and "galactic humans", I don't switch as easily. You see, I have decided that these Sirians are like the genies from Arabian lore. Yes, they are advanced, super power beings, capable of manipulating 3D matter at will, but they are completely at the mercy of anyone who finds their housing, the "lamp", and rubs on it. Now, it is not a lamp that is able to manipulate these crystalline brains so easily--it is, I think, a computer code, or maybe a computer gadget, and I think they are extremely rare to find AND difficult to program.
I wonder if that is why the Soul Train host was killed--was he in possession of one? And if it changed hands, who has it now? Mr. Obama, or maybe one of his power handlers? I do not mean to suggest that these "genies" are "robots" who can be programmed with a push of a few buttons. It is actually a very sophisticated and complicated process, which involves hacking into and monitoring the brains of the individuals involved, especially those with native (non-crystalline) human brains. That is why it is so important that occult societies subject their children to such horrific and traumatic abuse--they are molding the mind into frequency and wave patterns that they then can control and manipulate. I also think that various neuro-biological chemicals, such as in the food one eats, the water one drinks, or the air one breaths, can set up a brain to conform to such a molding as well
This is why it is SO important that I stay free and clear of overt identification with any faction right now. Yes, I know which way I am leaning, and am aware of my own shortcomings that make it difficult for me to fit into a social grouping, but I just feel that this deceptive flipping is not yet done, and I have to be in a position where I am free to both recognize and respond to this, however unconsciously.
I am working towards a win-win situation for all, but until I know what REALLY is the truth, I cannot commit to any faction or side. I have to stay a solo agent. That does not mean that I don't recognize and appreciate my allies and friends. I am not a flirt--I don't kiss anyone unless I really mean it. However, this topsy-turvy state of affairs, with constantly changing deceptions is not yet over, and I seem to have been called to be the one who cuts through all the tangle of lies and lost history, in order to arrive at a clear vista.
This is slow and laborious. I read one chapter of Farrell's book, and the insights started coming so fast and furious that I haven't looked at it, since. I am constantly distracted, worrying about the latest terrorist plot the KaBal is plotting, and on top of everything else, I have to deal with my own poor health and personal issues. Maybe tomorrow I will write about those, but I somehow think, that once again, I will be going off on a completely fresh research trail. What can I say? Duty calls.
Thursday, February 2, 2012
It's a funny thing about some aliens
It's a funny thing about some aliens--their brain switches can flip so fast that one day they can be trying to help save you, and the next day, they are trying to kill you.
An attempt on my life was made last night by one of the aliens assigned to protect me. She had been there awhile, though I rarely saw her. Because I have been so confused as to whom I could trust, I have been even more unsociable than usual to the psychic humans and aliens (the latter I espy only on occasion) I encounter. However, she seemed like a sweet, slightly addled old woman. Of course, I knew she wasn't, but still social conditioning would kick in, and I would treat her more friendly and gently than I did with the others, on the rare occasions that I saw her.
She was a high level Sirian, and beamed proudly at me, when she deliberately, albeit indirectly, introduced me to genetic offspring of mine, which had been placed with either Sirian or Siran/human hybrid couples, who were infertile. I was/am happy to oblige. I can tell the children are deeply wanted and loved, and that is the only condition I would set on the life-quickening fertilization of my genome--however strange and unknown the reason or science behind it all seems to me. She also was the one who was, I think, most responsible, for getting me to carry "whale" embryos for a few days. I never really understood that either, but after initially balking, because I feared that I was carrying some kind of genetic monster, I understood and gave my interior consent.
However, she had a dark side, as well--one that I did not recognize until today, when I finally realized that I had been tracking her on the web for years. Her articles have been timely and instrumental on more than one occasion, but very early on, I recognized a definite but subtle streak of malice towards humanity in her writing, even though I did not know who she was at the time. So, I would always benefit from her writing through that lens.
I don't know why she flipped out, and tried to murder me. I have some thoughts on the matter, but feel disqualified from mentioning them, because her life, being, and reality are so much different than mine, and I do not have the factual knowledge to fathom it. However, I am qualified to speak on the difference between good and evil, and from her postings (and her murder attempt last night), I sense a great, if hidden, evil that is born from a great hatred. Maybe, it was just a small hatred in the beginning, but I guess that when you live for hundreds of years, that small hatred can really snowball into an avalanche.
Anyway, since I survived the murder attempt completely unscathed, I can feel nothing but compassion for her from my heart. Because of my ignorance of so much of the facts, I must recuse myself from contributing to any judgment as to her future condition, though rest assured that if I find myself under assault, I will fight back--to the death if needs be. However, this happened in a dream, on the astral plane, and thanks to another psychic's intervention, I woke up. So, it is not from cowardice that I recuse myself, but from an honest sense of justice.
Still, I must say that the evil is still there, and she is an (astrally) powerful being, and evil and power makes for true danger and threat. Furthermore, because she can operate on a high astral (aka "spiritual" plane), she also can influence others, through their unconsciousness. The only part of this dream that I remember was Barack Obama giving a eulogy, while behind him stood dozens of coffins. I could not fully interpret the dream, until I finally realized what really happened last night. Somehow, I think she influenced Obama, or he and his patrons influenced her. Obama was preaching at MY funeral. That is a terrible charge to make, but I want to say that I had saw the initial pictures of the Obamas at the prayer breakfast, and had hoped for the best--that he/they had had a conversion of heart. I thought that maybe the dream even referred to myself--my guilty, self-convicted penitent burying all my past lives, so that I could move forward. However, as soon as the dream interpretation really clicked, I knew that was not true--that the dream DID refer literally to Obama, and now he/they are getting schooled on how to spiritually deceive at a deep level. Obama doesn't need any more powerful patrons--it just adds to the coffins in the room.
I have no anger or hatred towards any character in this astral murder attempt. I only feel sorry for all involved, especially the friends of this Sirian, who are genuinely heartbroken over her actions. I know that I have a difficult time "feeling" with my heart--I AM a very cerebral person (INTP on the Meyer Briggs), and I spent years dealing with and passing critical judgment on the lives and behaviors of men with criminal records, so the training automatically would kick in. However, even with all my intellectual predisposition and all my training and experience, I DO recognize the difficult and sorrowful time that you all are going through. I wish I could do something, but I can't. Circumstances prevent it, and it isn't time to change the circumstants I especially want to thank the psychic who did manage to break through my sleep--I wish there was something I could do to make you feel better, and I am sorry that I can't.
Difficult times for all involved, and I DO feel that.
An attempt on my life was made last night by one of the aliens assigned to protect me. She had been there awhile, though I rarely saw her. Because I have been so confused as to whom I could trust, I have been even more unsociable than usual to the psychic humans and aliens (the latter I espy only on occasion) I encounter. However, she seemed like a sweet, slightly addled old woman. Of course, I knew she wasn't, but still social conditioning would kick in, and I would treat her more friendly and gently than I did with the others, on the rare occasions that I saw her.
She was a high level Sirian, and beamed proudly at me, when she deliberately, albeit indirectly, introduced me to genetic offspring of mine, which had been placed with either Sirian or Siran/human hybrid couples, who were infertile. I was/am happy to oblige. I can tell the children are deeply wanted and loved, and that is the only condition I would set on the life-quickening fertilization of my genome--however strange and unknown the reason or science behind it all seems to me. She also was the one who was, I think, most responsible, for getting me to carry "whale" embryos for a few days. I never really understood that either, but after initially balking, because I feared that I was carrying some kind of genetic monster, I understood and gave my interior consent.
However, she had a dark side, as well--one that I did not recognize until today, when I finally realized that I had been tracking her on the web for years. Her articles have been timely and instrumental on more than one occasion, but very early on, I recognized a definite but subtle streak of malice towards humanity in her writing, even though I did not know who she was at the time. So, I would always benefit from her writing through that lens.
I don't know why she flipped out, and tried to murder me. I have some thoughts on the matter, but feel disqualified from mentioning them, because her life, being, and reality are so much different than mine, and I do not have the factual knowledge to fathom it. However, I am qualified to speak on the difference between good and evil, and from her postings (and her murder attempt last night), I sense a great, if hidden, evil that is born from a great hatred. Maybe, it was just a small hatred in the beginning, but I guess that when you live for hundreds of years, that small hatred can really snowball into an avalanche.
Anyway, since I survived the murder attempt completely unscathed, I can feel nothing but compassion for her from my heart. Because of my ignorance of so much of the facts, I must recuse myself from contributing to any judgment as to her future condition, though rest assured that if I find myself under assault, I will fight back--to the death if needs be. However, this happened in a dream, on the astral plane, and thanks to another psychic's intervention, I woke up. So, it is not from cowardice that I recuse myself, but from an honest sense of justice.
Still, I must say that the evil is still there, and she is an (astrally) powerful being, and evil and power makes for true danger and threat. Furthermore, because she can operate on a high astral (aka "spiritual" plane), she also can influence others, through their unconsciousness. The only part of this dream that I remember was Barack Obama giving a eulogy, while behind him stood dozens of coffins. I could not fully interpret the dream, until I finally realized what really happened last night. Somehow, I think she influenced Obama, or he and his patrons influenced her. Obama was preaching at MY funeral. That is a terrible charge to make, but I want to say that I had saw the initial pictures of the Obamas at the prayer breakfast, and had hoped for the best--that he/they had had a conversion of heart. I thought that maybe the dream even referred to myself--my guilty, self-convicted penitent burying all my past lives, so that I could move forward. However, as soon as the dream interpretation really clicked, I knew that was not true--that the dream DID refer literally to Obama, and now he/they are getting schooled on how to spiritually deceive at a deep level. Obama doesn't need any more powerful patrons--it just adds to the coffins in the room.
I have no anger or hatred towards any character in this astral murder attempt. I only feel sorry for all involved, especially the friends of this Sirian, who are genuinely heartbroken over her actions. I know that I have a difficult time "feeling" with my heart--I AM a very cerebral person (INTP on the Meyer Briggs), and I spent years dealing with and passing critical judgment on the lives and behaviors of men with criminal records, so the training automatically would kick in. However, even with all my intellectual predisposition and all my training and experience, I DO recognize the difficult and sorrowful time that you all are going through. I wish I could do something, but I can't. Circumstances prevent it, and it isn't time to change the circumstants I especially want to thank the psychic who did manage to break through my sleep--I wish there was something I could do to make you feel better, and I am sorry that I can't.
Difficult times for all involved, and I DO feel that.
See-sawing through life
See-sawing through life--my mind feels a little clearer, which is reflected in my eyes. It is so nice to look in the mirror and see the healthy, soft eyes that had stared at me for over two decades of my life, before all the psychotropic hell broke loose. Who knows? Maybe this is just another brief respite, before the KaBal applies a fresh, new regimen...However, I have learned to make the most of every good day I have, so taking care of a bunch of routine tasks will be primary on my agenda.
Of course, I have to continue to hope that my health holds out, for I still am suffering from virus related ailments. This morning, my urine smelled like burnt rubber again, and while my kidneys probably have been the healthiest organs of my body, it is only because it is so easy to pass toxins out through urine. I am not complaining. I would rather pee every 15 minutes than have the toxins build up in my body. I can not excrete the heavy metals that the virus-activating frequencies cause, and slowly that will deteriorate my health. I think friendly aliens did something to my spine to make it straighter, and it feels good to be able to lay flat on my back. In the early years of the virus invasion, I used to know a good yoga class when I began the exercises with a seriously curved spine, and ended with final resting pose, with the spine flat on the floor. As the years progressed, though, even this was denied me.
I do not naturally suffer from scoliosis. As a matter of fact, I remember my ex-lover shocked expression when she saw me dressing one morning, and asking, "what happened to your back?" At the time, I thought the curvature was related to the back injury I had just sustained, but I know now that much of my confusion over my the inception of my ill health stems from the fact that the virus was implanted within me, immediately following my injury. I would have healed just fine from the back injury if it were not for the virus, which caused a whole other gang of complications, which seem minor in comparison, to what I have endured since then. A few years later, I told a doctor that my back was curving, because it was trying to arch away from the poison (caused by the viral download--didn't say that, though) coursing through my body. He thought I was crazy, but I think that my intuition understood what was happening a lot sooner than my reason did. Because of my autism, my body/brain cannot handle the heavy loads of heavy metal that went coursing through my spine, and so the spine would arch in recoil.
Anyway, I do not know how long my newly straighten spine will stay that way. It does seem to me that I am more vulnerable to the "energetic lobotomy" of the MACHINE, when I am this way. I think I have spent dozens, if not hundreds of years enslaved to that MACHINE, and I don't ever want that to happen again. Friendly aliens helped free me from that negative energy slavery, but I still am very leery of doing anything that would give the MACHINE more power. So, I am going to postpone my scheduled brain MRI. I am too afraid that the negative KaBal will take advantage of it. However, having said that, I also know that the malformed brain stem is the source of all the viral backflow and subsequent problems, such as the neuropathic, hobbling legs and spasmed muscles I am feeling today. It's still better than being plugged into that damned MACHINE. I have faith, and when the time is right, I will find the wherewithal to cross to the "awake" side. In the meantime, I give thanks to God and all Her helpers for enabling me to feel somewhat better.
Of course, I have to continue to hope that my health holds out, for I still am suffering from virus related ailments. This morning, my urine smelled like burnt rubber again, and while my kidneys probably have been the healthiest organs of my body, it is only because it is so easy to pass toxins out through urine. I am not complaining. I would rather pee every 15 minutes than have the toxins build up in my body. I can not excrete the heavy metals that the virus-activating frequencies cause, and slowly that will deteriorate my health. I think friendly aliens did something to my spine to make it straighter, and it feels good to be able to lay flat on my back. In the early years of the virus invasion, I used to know a good yoga class when I began the exercises with a seriously curved spine, and ended with final resting pose, with the spine flat on the floor. As the years progressed, though, even this was denied me.
I do not naturally suffer from scoliosis. As a matter of fact, I remember my ex-lover shocked expression when she saw me dressing one morning, and asking, "what happened to your back?" At the time, I thought the curvature was related to the back injury I had just sustained, but I know now that much of my confusion over my the inception of my ill health stems from the fact that the virus was implanted within me, immediately following my injury. I would have healed just fine from the back injury if it were not for the virus, which caused a whole other gang of complications, which seem minor in comparison, to what I have endured since then. A few years later, I told a doctor that my back was curving, because it was trying to arch away from the poison (caused by the viral download--didn't say that, though) coursing through my body. He thought I was crazy, but I think that my intuition understood what was happening a lot sooner than my reason did. Because of my autism, my body/brain cannot handle the heavy loads of heavy metal that went coursing through my spine, and so the spine would arch in recoil.
Anyway, I do not know how long my newly straighten spine will stay that way. It does seem to me that I am more vulnerable to the "energetic lobotomy" of the MACHINE, when I am this way. I think I have spent dozens, if not hundreds of years enslaved to that MACHINE, and I don't ever want that to happen again. Friendly aliens helped free me from that negative energy slavery, but I still am very leery of doing anything that would give the MACHINE more power. So, I am going to postpone my scheduled brain MRI. I am too afraid that the negative KaBal will take advantage of it. However, having said that, I also know that the malformed brain stem is the source of all the viral backflow and subsequent problems, such as the neuropathic, hobbling legs and spasmed muscles I am feeling today. It's still better than being plugged into that damned MACHINE. I have faith, and when the time is right, I will find the wherewithal to cross to the "awake" side. In the meantime, I give thanks to God and all Her helpers for enabling me to feel somewhat better.
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Editorial housekeeping
The following entries have already been posted--unfortunately, I have two blogs, one of which is effectively terminated, but occasionally, I post there occasionally, and have to go back and export entries to the current blog. Too sick/lazy to do that today, so I just copied/pasted the last three entries, spanning Jan 29-Feb 1. The last one actually should be read first, as it is the earliest of the posts. Sorry for any confusion, but I am trying to keep the narrative on a single blog...
The world may be temporarily safe
The world may be temporarily safe from the terrorist attacks of the Tall Whites, but only because the patriots have once again had to capitulate into an alliance with the Jesuit/rogue Vatican faction allied with the "dog" Sirians. You know, the fucking goddamned assholes who have made my life hell for years, since they want a girl doll avatar to mouthpiece fucking psuedo crap bullshit as dictated by the MACHINE.
So, of course, this has been really bad news for me, because they are controlling things right now---and I am one of their top "thing" priorities. I am writing this post practically first thing in the morning, because I am completely and utterly unable to read anything. I feel like I have been energetically lobotomized, which may not be far from the truth. When I woke up coughing this morning, I could tell all my inner organs had been moved around, and now my entire energy patterns are off.
They can lobotomize my energetic center, they can lobotomize my brain, but they can never lobotomize my spirit or soul, even if they are in control of the world, and that includes placing their puppet-boy, Barry, back in the seat of iconic power.
I am not capable of thinking things through, but still am going to off unsupported insights as long as I can write them. They may be wrong, but if I think that at least people need to start thinking on them, I will post them. Maybe someone else can finish a thought.
First of all, more thoughts on "Faction 3". They are an offshoot of Faction 2. I say that, because it was exactly 34 years from their milestone harvest of the parasitic spiders to their crowning achievement thus far--the execution of 9/11. That symbolized that the highest occult knowledge is no longer peaked at 33 degrees--but 34.
I think an amalgamated alliance has sprung up around this power base of the parasite spiders, but my INITIAL GUESS (which may be wrong) is that rogue elements of the Vatican/Jesuit/MACHINE-RA complex scooped the anaerobic poisonous spiders from the moon. They then made an alliance with China, because they had "no divisions" as Stalin would say. That is, they don't have the necessary infrastructure, associated with the nation-state, to propel and utilize the power weapon that they now had at their disposal. I may be wrong, and I am too sick to double check it, but the nation of Malta/Malta Knights entered into foreign relations with China in May of 1971. Henry Kissinger went to China in July or August--a few months later, and China was on its way to becoming a true superpower. What if all the ills that ail America's standing in the world--whether our loss of manufacturing jobs or trying to compete against the Chinese undervalued currency, all stem from the occult power threat posed by this alliance.
Now, what would be the basis of such an alliance? That is easy to formulate. China of course gets access to the great occult superweapon. The rogue Vatican/Jesuits get an understanding that after China becomes the world's great superpower, they will get first dibs at proselytizing that huge Chinese population. You see, the Vatican has lost their mind control power over Western humanity. Even the faithful see right through their pretentious claims , lies and hypocrisies, but China offers a vast new sea of opportunity--a population conditioned by literally centuries of totalitarian mind control--all it needs is a little spiritual twist, and once again, the spiritually sick, warped celibate brotherhood can bask in the glory of the "religious" power they so crave.
One thing for sure--the remnants of the old Third Reich in NASA lost a lot of power after this rogue "scoop". I specifically point to the career history of Werner von Braun, who clearly fell from grace in the 1970-1971 period. But never fear--I suspect that another branch of Nazis took over. There is one key player that I have identified with this Faction 3 contingent--astronaut Frank Borman, clearly a real hater, to anyone who can read faces in photographs. Apparently Borman is an Episcopalian, yet it is all over the web of how he took a medal of "Pope John XXIII" into orbit. I think that is probably a complete fabrication, but one to which Borman acquiesces, because it is this religious cult that controls the power, which is seared into his own "damned" brain.
Now, another player that I have identified as belonging to this group is James Clapper, who is Obama's national security adviser. I spotted him, because his lame ass (thankfully the patriots have effectively marginalized him over the years), started getting powerful press attention, once this most recent Obama coup started making noise.
There is an interesting similarity between Frank Borman and James Clapper. They share the same birth date--March 14th. Now, normally I would chalk this up to coincidence; however, as others have noted, so many of the human beings conceived on Mars, or manipulated by the Martian-controlled genetic engineering, share the exact same birthdate--January 17th. I haven't written on this, but it is a truth of which the patriots are well aware. As a matter of fact that is Obama's real birth date.
What if there is more than base on Mars that is engaged in genetic engineering? I think there are two, and perhaps three, distinct bases on Mars that are all tied into this occult conspiracy. You see, understanding the history of Mars is critical to understanding the occult forces and covert power struggles on Earth--it also may be crucial to saving our own planet from the tragic end that Mars experienced thousands of years ago. Unfortunately, there is no standard or comprehensive history on the civilization on Mars, so I am going to have to figure it out, piecemeal, bit by agonizing bit--a task complicated by the physical and mental suffering I endure. I do know that the same spiders that now reside on the moon were what drove the inhabitants there crazy---and those Martian inhabitants may have been refugees from multiple homeworlds themselves--on the run from a merciless, marauding advance of reptiles.
However, I find it interesting that both of these birth date signs--January 17th and March 14th--share the same astrological sign symbol--that of the goat. They also both share a rabid hatred of the Jews. Looking at the scriptural reference, there is the tradition of the "scapegoat", where the goat is driven out to perish for the sins of the community. Even more importantly is the story of Abraham and Isaac. Abraham was told to sacrifice his son by "God" (what if it were really, "god"--some reptilian overlord), and instead at the last minute, he was spared by the sight of a helpless mountain ram, which he then sacrificed, in place of his own child.
What if these stories refer back to some ancient, Martian (or perhaps even earlier), betrayal of these "goat sign" tribes committed by the original forebears of what is now the Jewish people? Is it possible that facing extinction from an overwhelming enemy, that these forebears instead, made an alliance with them, for which they earned bitter enmity from these "goat tribes"?
Now, this isn't so far-fetched as it seems. There are 12 astrological signs and 12 tribes of Israel. In the series, "Battlestar Galactica", there is an explicit identification between these 12 signs and their corresponding 12 planets, which are "on the run", from their MACHINE enemy. I wish that I knew a little more about astrology, so I could intuitively probe for more information between this connections between Capricorn and Aries, but unfortunately, I do not.
However, I do have intimate knowledge of spiritual reality, and I can say, without equivocation, that the rabid hatred demonstrated by these Capricorn/Aries Sirians, and their human followers, will be their own downfall--just as it was Hitler's. The only real question is whether their hatred will drag down all of humanity and planet Earth with it?
The above is just a very weak and tentative hypothesis. It is completely possible that the hatred of the Jews actually originates from a completely false understanding of history. For example, just think on how many Americans became vengeful towards Muslims following 9/11? I know, because I was still "in the world workplace" then, that a lot of people were falling into the trap of demonizing Muslims (kind of like the Jews "demonized" the scapegoat, and the Goat tribes now "demonize" the Jews). Fortunately, these individuals were a really tiny minority. But what if the leadership--both political and intellectual, started pushing the demonization further, instead of downplaying it? What if then, the aggression escalated on both sides, so that weapons of mass destruction were used by both sides? Imagine how long such a bitter enmity can last--for thousands of years, and to the final result of mutual self-destruction, perhaps?
This all goes back to Mars, and the absolute first step, is learning the truth, no matter what it is. However, there is no doubt in my mind that the only outcome that will ensure the future of humanity and this planet, is a reunifying amity of the various factions/tribes/races of humanity (oh, I forgot to mention the Black/White racial conflict goes back to Mars, too). That includes EVERYBODY, NO EXCEPTIONS. However, if forgiveness is necessary, it must be predicated on the truth. This is something that I will have to figure out for myself, because clearly, those aliens and humans, who are in possession of some of this hidden history, have had their understanding and vision skewed by hatred, and are untrustworthy witnesses. This will be hard in my current condition, but I will proceed a little at a time.
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Wednesday, February 1, 2012
The world may be temporarily safe
The world may be temporarily safe from the terrorist attacks of the Tall Whites, but only because the patriots have once again had to capitulate into an alliance with the Jesuit/rogue Vatican faction allied with the "dog" Sirians. You know, the fucking goddamned assholes who have made my life hell for years, since they want a girl doll avatar to mouthpiece fucking psuedo crap bullshit as dictated by the MACHINE.
So, of course, this has been really bad news for me, because they are controlling things right now---and I am one of their top "thing" priorities. I am writing this post practically first thing in the morning, because I am completely and utterly unable to read anything. I feel like I have been energetically lobotomized, which may not be far from the truth. When I woke up coughing this morning, I could tell all my inner organs had been moved around, and now my entire energy patterns are off.
They can lobotomize my energetic center, they can lobotomize my brain, but they can never lobotomize my spirit or soul, even if they are in control of the world, and that includes placing their puppet-boy, Barry, back in the seat of iconic power.
I am not capable of thinking things through, but still am going to off unsupported insights as long as I can write them. They may be wrong, but if I think that at least people need to start thinking on them, I will post them. Maybe someone else can finish a thought.
First of all, more thoughts on "Faction 3". They are an offshoot of Faction 2. I say that, because it was exactly 34 years from their milestone harvest of the parasitic spiders to their crowning achievement thus far--the execution of 9/11. That symbolized that the highest occult knowledge is no longer peaked at 33 degrees--but 34.
I think an amalgamated alliance has sprung up around this power base of the parasite spiders, but my INITIAL GUESS (which may be wrong) is that rogue elements of the Vatican/Jesuit/MACHINE-RA complex scooped the anaerobic poisonous spiders from the moon. They then made an alliance with China, because they had "no divisions" as Stalin would say. That is, they don't have the necessary infrastructure, associated with the nation-state, to propel and utilize the power weapon that they now had at their disposal. I may be wrong, and I am too sick to double check it, but the nation of Malta/Malta Knights entered into foreign relations with China in May of 1971. Henry Kissinger went to China in July or August--a few months later, and China was on its way to becoming a true superpower. What if all the ills that ail America's standing in the world--whether our loss of manufacturing jobs or trying to compete against the Chinese undervalued currency, all stem from the occult power threat posed by this alliance.
Now, what would be the basis of such an alliance? That is easy to formulate. China of course gets access to the great occult superweapon. The rogue Vatican/Jesuits get an understanding that after China becomes the world's great superpower, they will get first dibs at proselytizing that huge Chinese population. You see, the Vatican has lost their mind control power over Western humanity. Even the faithful see right through their pretentious claims , lies and hypocrisies, but China offers a vast new sea of opportunity--a population conditioned by literally centuries of totalitarian mind control--all it needs is a little spiritual twist, and once again, the spiritually sick, warped celibate brotherhood can bask in the glory of the "religious" power they so crave.
One thing for sure--the remnants of the old Third Reich in NASA lost a lot of power after this rogue "scoop". I specifically point to the career history of Werner von Braun, who clearly fell from grace in the 1970-1971 period. But never fear--I suspect that another branch of Nazis took over. There is one key player that I have identified with this Faction 3 contingent--astronaut Frank Borman, clearly a real hater, to anyone who can read faces in photographs. Apparently Borman is an Episcopalian, yet it is all over the web of how he took a medal of "Pope John XXIII" into orbit. I think that is probably a complete fabrication, but one to which Borman acquiesces, because it is this religious cult that controls the power, which is seared into his own "damned" brain.
Now, another player that I have identified as belonging to this group is James Clapper, who is Obama's national security adviser. I spotted him, because his lame ass (thankfully the patriots have effectively marginalized him over the years), started getting powerful press attention, once this most recent Obama coup started making noise.
There is an interesting similarity between Frank Borman and James Clapper. They share the same birth date--March 14th. Now, normally I would chalk this up to coincidence; however, as others have noted, so many of the human beings conceived on Mars, or manipulated by the Martian-controlled genetic engineering, share the exact same birthdate--January 17th. I haven't written on this, but it is a truth of which the patriots are well aware. As a matter of fact that is Obama's real birth date.
What if there is more than base on Mars that is engaged in genetic engineering? I think there are two, and perhaps three, distinct bases on Mars that are all tied into this occult conspiracy. You see, understanding the history of Mars is critical to understanding the occult forces and covert power struggles on Earth--it also may be crucial to saving our own planet from the tragic end that Mars experienced thousands of years ago. Unfortunately, there is no standard or comprehensive history on the civilization on Mars, so I am going to have to figure it out, piecemeal, bit by agonizing bit--a task complicated by the physical and mental suffering I endure. I do know that the same spiders that now reside on the moon were what drove the inhabitants there crazy---and those Martian inhabitants may have been refugees from multiple homeworlds themselves--on the run from a merciless, marauding advance of reptiles.
However, I find it interesting that both of these birth date signs--January 17th and March 14th--share the same astrological sign symbol--that of the goat. They also both share a rabid hatred of the Jews. Looking at the scriptural reference, there is the tradition of the "scapegoat", where the goat is driven out to perish for the sins of the community. Even more importantly is the story of Abraham and Isaac. Abraham was told to sacrifice his son by "God" (what if it were really, "god"--some reptilian overlord), and instead at the last minute, he was spared by the sight of a helpless mountain ram, which he then sacrificed, in place of his own child.
What if these stories refer back to some ancient, Martian (or perhaps even earlier), betrayal of these "goat sign" tribes committed by the original forebears of what is now the Jewish people? Is it possible that facing extinction from an overwhelming enemy, that these forebears instead, made an alliance with them, for which they earned bitter enmity from these "goat tribes"?
Now, this isn't so far-fetched as it seems. There are 12 astrological signs and 12 tribes of Israel. In the series, "Battlestar Galactica", there is an explicit identification between these 12 signs and their corresponding 12 planets, which are "on the run", from their MACHINE enemy. I wish that I knew a little more about astrology, so I could intuitively probe for more information between this connections between Capricorn and Aries, but unfortunately, I do not.
However, I do have intimate knowledge of spiritual reality, and I can say, without equivocation, that the rabid hatred demonstrated by these Capricorn/Aries Sirians, and their human followers, will be their own downfall--just as it was Hitler's. The only real question is whether their hatred will drag down all of humanity and planet Earth with it?
The above is just a very weak and tentative hypothesis. It is completely possible that the hatred of the Jews actually originates from a completely false understanding of history. For example, just think on how many Americans became vengeful towards Muslims following 9/11? I know, because I was still "in the world workplace" then, that a lot of people were falling into the trap of demonizing Muslims (kind of like the Jews "demonized" the scapegoat, and the Goat tribes now "demonize" the Jews). Fortunately, these individuals were a really tiny minority. But what if the leadership--both political and intellectual, started pushing the demonization further, instead of downplaying it? What if then, the aggression escalated on both sides, so that weapons of mass destruction were used by both sides? Imagine how long such a bitter enmity can last--for thousands of years, and to the final result of mutual self-destruction, perhaps?
This all goes back to Mars, and the absolute first step, is learning the truth, no matter what it is. However, there is no doubt in my mind that the only outcome that will ensure the future of humanity and this planet, is a reunifying amity of the various factions/tribes/races of humanity (oh, I forgot to mention the Black/White racial conflict goes back to Mars, too). That includes EVERYBODY, NO EXCEPTIONS. However, if forgiveness is necessary, it must be predicated on the truth. This is something that I will have to figure out for myself, because clearly, those aliens and humans, who are in possession of some of this hidden history, have had their understanding and vision skewed by hatred, and are untrustworthy witnesses. This will be hard in my current condition, but I will proceed a little at a time.
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Monday, January 30, 2012
I can feel the tension of the world tonight
I can feel the tension of the world tonight, even though the two biggest hot spots are Florida, especially Miami, and the Middle East, especially Israel. I guess that exposing the Apollo 18 mission, has really wracked the "Faction 3" that benefited most from it, and quite possibly everyone is concerned that they may act in force.
Of especially high risk is Miami, which actually is named after Maya-imi--the same Magi/Maya of ancient Babylon involved in this ancient factional conflict, and Israel. This faction desperately wants Israel destroyed. While I am aware of the high tension, and worry like every one else who is privy to what is really going on in the world, I don't have the deep sense of dread that I usually get, when something is about to happen, and consciously I am unaware. My ex-lover lives in southern Florida, and I think my intuition would be sending alarm bells if she were in danger. I always am worried about Israel, and while I don't have a deeply personal connection to the nation, I still regard it as the Holy Land, and think that I would feel a gnawing knot, if a scalar terrorist attack were imminent.
Having said this, I am fully prepared for anything. Tonight is definitely going to be a tempazapam night for me. In the military, benzodiazepenes are considered a "No go" pill, meaning the pilots/soldiers can relax into a good night's sleep; variants of speed or uppers are "go pills", meaning that they can't go to sleep, but must remain alert. I am sure that military personnel off the coast of Florida and all along the borders of Israel are in full "go" mode, but for me, a good night's sleep is my "go" mode.
There has been a lot happening in my personal life that I really need to address, but that will have to wait. Right now, I feel the need for information, so between now and my "go" pill, I am going to try to read as much as I can of Joseph Farrell's book, "The Giza Star Destroyed". I am so eager to search for the information that I am seeking in it, that I bought it on Kindle--which to me, an old-fashioned book lover, is odious heresy. However, I can't wait a couple of days to receive it through the mail--I need to dig in and read NOW. In the meantime, my thoughts, prayers and best wishes are for all those on "go" pills on the front lines, in whatever form and wherever that may be.
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There was another Naples, Fl. KaBalist
There was another Naples, Fl. KaBalist that I wanted to identify in yesterday's post, when I ran out of steam. That man would be astronaut Michael Collins, who not only carries a pedigreed occult surname, but also the tell-tale photographic evidence of the Amon-RA virus from even his earliest photos. He referred to his own self as a "brown recluse spider" in an interview he recently gave. He was asked if he considered himself a recluse, and he responded, "like a brown recluse spider", which of course is a venomous species. Because I have seen the terrible abscesses caused by recluse brown spider bites, AND because the "Apollo 18" movie imagery depicting the parasitical brain implants as large "spiders", corroborates other likewise evidence I have uncovered, I find this spider self-reference to be chillingly sinister.
Now, I think NASA was infiltrated by rogue Nazis from its very beginning, and despite the fact that many good and honest men and women have served in its ranks, I think all of NASA operations and high ranking personnel merit scrutiny. I have some ideas on that, but no time to really pursue thoughts on that matter, but I did want to mention another speculative possibility that occurred to me, while briefly reading of Apollo 11's mission.
As I have stated, the televised landing on the moon was completely bogus. It was filmed under the direction of Stanley Kubrick, at the behest of his KaBal patrons, who later murdered him "by natural causes". They were unhappy with his movie "Eyes Wide Shut" that detailed the grossly corrupt immorality of the power underworld. So, have we been to the moon? Oh yes, many times--I would bet that Neil Armstrong wasn't the first man of the 20th century to walk on the moon--though it did make for good theater. Where then, did the astronauts--or ANY Terran land on the moon? I think the answer is that nearly all moon missions landed at the long-established, reptilian/Nazi bases, where they were sequestered from the dangerous surface of the moon. What is so dangerous about the surface of the moon? Why, the spiders of course. Remember, in the movie, how they were able to get inside the unfortunate astronaut's space suit--the highest technology possible, and drive him insane within days--but not before he started developed abscess in his body. I have seen such abscesses before--yep, brown recluse spiders.
So, here is my wildly speculative hypothesis, on which others with access to classified information can nibble. I think all the missions to the moon landed safely on reptilian bases (what the true story is re: Apollo 13, I don't know--good movie, though). All except one mission--which was actually, but secretly, commanded to land on the surface of the moon--Apollo 18. Why?
Well, first let me begin by answering the question, "when?". Specifically, I ask myself that question about the NASA surveyor missions. The Surveyor 5 landed in the sea of Tranquility less than two months after the Apollo 11 Eagle lunar module, was supposed to have set down just a short distance away. The exact date was SEPTEMBER 11, 1967. The surveyors were unmanned probes that were supposed to conduct scientific missions, and transmit data, via telemetry, back to Earth. I think all the trips/missions to the moon were primarily for the purpose of establishing a treaty of alliance with the reptilians, there, so that they would give us access to the extremely rare (on Earth), spiders that have been used to control highly placed leaders for centuries. I think the September 11th touchdown of the probe, actually harvested some of the moon rocks with the anaerobic parasites on them, so that they could give an emergent new faction on Earth, the power to compete with the two main rival factions who had held dominating sway over the planet for milennia. Now, I have a pretty good idea of how those factions identify, but I want to think on this a little more before presenting it. For now, I just want to ask, "why was Apollo 18 ordered secretly to the surface, when it was known to be so dangerous?"
I think the answer is relayed in the movie. I think that the Soviets had either the intrepid gall or monumental stupidity (remember, this was in the communist days), to land a cosmonaut on the sea where the malevolent life forms flourished. Well, I think that sent the DOD, in the throes of the Cold War, into a tizzy. What if the Soviets had found a way to harvest the anaerobic parasites safely, without sucking up to the reptilians who owned the place? What if they had some kind of new technology that rendered the deadly spiders harmless? If so, that would dramatically shift the balance of power at the highest echelons of power, because the occult KaBal who had access to this secret power, would be dethroned. The DOD/NASA had to know, so the completely secret mission of Apollo 18 was ordered to the moon.
Of course, the cosmonaut was not immune, and neither were the American astronauts--they ended up infected and dead--maybe. According to official biographies, they were all killed "by natural causes" within a short time of the mission. However, maybe they just slowly went insane in some secret hospital. Hard to say, but I know the fact that those spiders were harvested on September 11th, marked a significant milestone in occult history. I also know that three lunar craters on that sea were named after the Apollo 11 astronauts. According to the movie, the spiders live within the craters. I think those anaerobic killer parasites once flourished on Earth, millions, if not billions of years ago. I think they may still be alive within the molten magma of the Earth, and under the polar ice caps. I think a more benevolent, but still highly toxic form resides in the petrochemicals, the black oil, of the Earth, which is why we desperately need to quit putting that poison in our air. I am not a Luddite. I believe that technology for alternative energy has been around--though choked off at the source--for quite a while. Nor will alternative energy destroy those economies which depend on it. I think it still will be likely to utilize petrochemicals for a huge variety of products and applications that do not release the component molecules into the air.
Anyway, that is my wild conspiracy theory for the day. Now, back to Earth, and Gainesville, Florida. One factor that I did not know yesterday, was the intensity of the fires that struck the vehicles--particularly a tractor/trailer rig that was left a skeletal frame. Car accidents do not cause that--some kind of scalar (energy) weapon was used--fired no doubt from the UFO that I did speculate was involved. I am confident that our own military and homeland experts have been able to identify the weapons signature. They have seen it before--in Afghanistan. It is the Tall Whites or Amalekites that have directly attacked us on our soil, whether directly or by passing on the advanced, super-secret technology to their human minions. No doubt, this is why Hillary Clinton and the other leaders of the world are redoubling their efforts to resolve the crisis in Syria. Now that Pakistan has moved to empower patriots in their leadership, Assad is the last major leader who remains a loyal and eager vassal to this alien liege, and as long as they can find refuge, they will terrorize the innocents of the Earth. Of course, Assad is clearly a Tall White himself--not only by his breeding (notice how much taller he is than everyone else in his family?), but by religious identification, and of course, the tell-tale implants. Unfortunately, Syria is on the verge of collapse into civil war, and no doubt, that is why the major powers have refrained from active intervention. But, as the Gainesville attack proved--it is not enough that the Syrian people suffer--the Amalekites want to export the suffering, now. It is a delicate situation, and I am glad that there finally are some genuine leaders on the world scene to address it.
PS--one last little detail I forgot to mention re: the Surveyor landing probes. NASA has extensive PDF's on the data collected by those probes. I attempted to download them, using two separate browsers. Both times, I got nothing back but corrupted garble. NASA is too high-tech of an organization to have that kind of problem. I am sure that the PDF's are full of lies, anyway, but still, I think they want to doctor them a little bit further, before allowing for public viewing.
The world may be temporarily safe
The world may be temporarily safe from the terrorist attacks of the Tall Whites, but only because the patriots have once again had to capitulate into an alliance with the Jesuit/rogue Vatican faction allied with the "dog" Sirians. You know, the fucking goddamned assholes who have made my life hell for years, since they want a girl doll avatar to mouthpiece fucking psuedo crap bullshit as dictated by the MACHINE.
So, of course, this has been really bad news for me, because they are controlling things right now---and I am one of their top "thing" priorities. I am writing this post practically first thing in the morning, because I am completely and utterly unable to read anything. I feel like I have been energetically lobotomized, which may not be far from the truth. When I woke up coughing this morning, I could tell all my inner organs had been moved around, and now my entire energy patterns are off.
They can lobotomize my energetic center, they can lobotomize my brain, but they can never lobotomize my spirit or soul, even if they are in control of the world, and that includes placing their puppet-boy, Barry, back in the seat of iconic power.
I am not capable of thinking things through, but still am going to off unsupported insights as long as I can write them. They may be wrong, but if I think that at least people need to start thinking on them, I will post them. Maybe someone else can finish a thought.
First of all, more thoughts on "Faction 3". They are an offshoot of Faction 2. I say that, because it was exactly 34 years from their milestone harvest of the parasitic spiders to their crowning achievement thus far--the execution of 9/11. That symbolized that the highest occult knowledge is no longer peaked at 33 degrees--but 34.
I think an amalgamated alliance has sprung up around this power base of the parasite spiders, but my INITIAL GUESS (which may be wrong) is that rogue elements of the Vatican/Jesuit/MACHINE-RA complex scooped the anaerobic poisonous spiders from the moon. They then made an alliance with China, because they had "no divisions" as Stalin would say. That is, they don't have the necessary infrastructure, associated with the nation-state, to propel and utilize the power weapon that they now had at their disposal. I may be wrong, and I am too sick to double check it, but the nation of Malta/Malta Knights entered into foreign relations with China in May of 1971. Henry Kissinger went to China in July or August--a few months later, and China was on its way to becoming a true superpower. What if all the ills that ail America's standing in the world--whether our loss of manufacturing jobs or trying to compete against the Chinese undervalued currency, all stem from the occult power threat posed by this alliance.
Now, what would be the basis of such an alliance? That is easy to formulate. China of course gets access to the great occult superweapon. The rogue Vatican/Jesuits get an understanding that after China becomes the world's great superpower, they will get first dibs at proselytizing that huge Chinese population. You see, the Vatican has lost their mind control power over Western humanity. Even the faithful see right through their pretentious claims , lies and hypocrisies, but China offers a vast new sea of opportunity--a population conditioned by literally centuries of totalitarian mind control--all it needs is a little spiritual twist, and once again, the spiritually sick, warped celibate brotherhood can bask in the glory of the "religious" power they so crave.
One thing for sure--the remnants of the old Third Reich in NASA lost a lot of power after this rogue "scoop". I specifically point to the career history of Werner von Braun, who clearly fell from grace in the 1970-1971 period. But never fear--I suspect that another branch of Nazis took over. There is one key player that I have identified with this Faction 3 contingent--astronaut Frank Borman, clearly a real hater, to anyone who can read faces in photographs. Apparently Borman is an Episcopalian, yet it is all over the web of how he took a medal of "Pope John XXIII" into orbit. I think that is probably a complete fabrication, but one to which Borman acquiesces, because it is this religious cult that controls the power, which is seared into his own "damned" brain.
Now, another player that I have identified as belonging to this group is James Clapper, who is Obama's national security adviser. I spotted him, because his lame ass (thankfully the patriots have effectively marginalized him over the years), started getting powerful press attention, once this most recent Obama coup started making noise.
There is an interesting similarity between Frank Borman and James Clapper. They share the same birth date--March 14th. Now, normally I would chalk this up to coincidence; however, as others have noted, so many of the human beings conceived on Mars, or manipulated by the Martian-controlled genetic engineering, share the exact same birthdate--January 17th. I haven't written on this, but it is a truth of which the patriots are well aware. As a matter of fact that is Obama's real birth date.
What if there is more than base on Mars that is engaged in genetic engineering? I think there are two, and perhaps three, distinct bases on Mars that are all tied into this occult conspiracy. You see, understanding the history of Mars is critical to understanding the occult forces and covert power struggles on Earth--it also may be crucial to saving our own planet from the tragic end that Mars experienced thousands of years ago. Unfortunately, there is no standard or comprehensive history on the civilization on Mars, so I am going to have to figure it out, piecemeal, bit by agonizing bit--a task complicated by the physical and mental suffering I endure. I do know that the same spiders that now reside on the moon were what drove the inhabitants there crazy---and those Martian inhabitants may have been refugees from multiple homeworlds themselves--on the run from a merciless, marauding advance of reptiles.
However, I find it interesting that both of these birth date signs--January 17th and March 14th--share the same astrological sign symbol--that of the goat. They also both share a rabid hatred of the Jews. Looking at the scriptural reference, there is the tradition of the "scapegoat", where the goat is driven out to perish for the sins of the community. Even more importantly is the story of Abraham and Isaac. Abraham was told to sacrifice his son by "God" (what if it were really, "god"--some reptilian overlord), and instead at the last minute, he was spared by the sight of a helpless mountain ram, which he then sacrificed, in place of his own child.
What if these stories refer back to some ancient, Martian (or perhaps even earlier), betrayal of these "goat sign" tribes committed by the original forebears of what is now the Jewish people? Is it possible that facing extinction from an overwhelming enemy, that these forebears instead, made an alliance with them, for which they earned bitter enmity from these "goat tribes"?
Now, this isn't so far-fetched as it seems. There are 12 astrological signs and 12 tribes of Israel. In the series, "Battlestar Galactica", there is an explicit identification between these 12 signs and their corresponding 12 planets, which are "on the run", from their MACHINE enemy. I wish that I knew a little more about astrology, so I could intuitively probe for more information between this connections between Capricorn and Aries, but unfortunately, I do not.
However, I do have intimate knowledge of spiritual reality, and I can say, without equivocation, that the rabid hatred demonstrated by these Capricorn/Aries Sirians, and their human followers, will be their own downfall--just as it was Hitler's. The only real question is whether their hatred will drag down all of humanity and planet Earth with it?
The above is just a very weak and tentative hypothesis. It is completely possible that the hatred of the Jews actually originates from a completely false understanding of history. For example, just think on how many Americans became vengeful towards Muslims following 9/11? I know, because I was still "in the world workplace" then, that a lot of people were falling into the trap of demonizing Muslims (kind of like the Jews "demonized" the scapegoat, and the Goat tribes now "demonize" the Jews). Fortunately, these individuals were a really tiny minority. But what if the leadership--both political and intellectual, started pushing the demonization further, instead of downplaying it? What if then, the aggression escalated on both sides, so that weapons of mass destruction were used by both sides? Imagine how long such a bitter enmity can last--for thousands of years, and to the final result of mutual self-destruction, perhaps?
This all goes back to Mars, and the absolute first step, is learning the truth, no matter what it is. However, there is no doubt in my mind that the only outcome that will ensure the future of humanity and this planet, is a reunifying amity of the various factions/tribes/races of humanity (oh, I forgot to mention the Black/White racial conflict goes back to Mars, too). That includes EVERYBODY, NO EXCEPTIONS. However, if forgiveness is necessary, it must be predicated on the truth. This is something that I will have to figure out for myself, because clearly, those aliens and humans, who are in possession of some of this hidden history, have had their understanding and vision skewed by hatred, and are untrustworthy witnesses. This will be hard in my current condition, but I will proceed a little at a time.
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Wednesday, February 1, 2012
The world may be temporarily safe
The world may be temporarily safe from the terrorist attacks of the Tall Whites, but only because the patriots have once again had to capitulate into an alliance with the Jesuit/rogue Vatican faction allied with the "dog" Sirians. You know, the fucking goddamned assholes who have made my life hell for years, since they want a girl doll avatar to mouthpiece fucking psuedo crap bullshit as dictated by the MACHINE.
So, of course, this has been really bad news for me, because they are controlling things right now---and I am one of their top "thing" priorities. I am writing this post practically first thing in the morning, because I am completely and utterly unable to read anything. I feel like I have been energetically lobotomized, which may not be far from the truth. When I woke up coughing this morning, I could tell all my inner organs had been moved around, and now my entire energy patterns are off.
They can lobotomize my energetic center, they can lobotomize my brain, but they can never lobotomize my spirit or soul, even if they are in control of the world, and that includes placing their puppet-boy, Barry, back in the seat of iconic power.
I am not capable of thinking things through, but still am going to off unsupported insights as long as I can write them. They may be wrong, but if I think that at least people need to start thinking on them, I will post them. Maybe someone else can finish a thought.
First of all, more thoughts on "Faction 3". They are an offshoot of Faction 2. I say that, because it was exactly 34 years from their milestone harvest of the parasitic spiders to their crowning achievement thus far--the execution of 9/11. That symbolized that the highest occult knowledge is no longer peaked at 33 degrees--but 34.
I think an amalgamated alliance has sprung up around this power base of the parasite spiders, but my INITIAL GUESS (which may be wrong) is that rogue elements of the Vatican/Jesuit/MACHINE-RA complex scooped the anaerobic poisonous spiders from the moon. They then made an alliance with China, because they had "no divisions" as Stalin would say. That is, they don't have the necessary infrastructure, associated with the nation-state, to propel and utilize the power weapon that they now had at their disposal. I may be wrong, and I am too sick to double check it, but the nation of Malta/Malta Knights entered into foreign relations with China in May of 1971. Henry Kissinger went to China in July or August--a few months later, and China was on its way to becoming a true superpower. What if all the ills that ail America's standing in the world--whether our loss of manufacturing jobs or trying to compete against the Chinese undervalued currency, all stem from the occult power threat posed by this alliance.
Now, what would be the basis of such an alliance? That is easy to formulate. China of course gets access to the great occult superweapon. The rogue Vatican/Jesuits get an understanding that after China becomes the world's great superpower, they will get first dibs at proselytizing that huge Chinese population. You see, the Vatican has lost their mind control power over Western humanity. Even the faithful see right through their pretentious claims , lies and hypocrisies, but China offers a vast new sea of opportunity--a population conditioned by literally centuries of totalitarian mind control--all it needs is a little spiritual twist, and once again, the spiritually sick, warped celibate brotherhood can bask in the glory of the "religious" power they so crave.
One thing for sure--the remnants of the old Third Reich in NASA lost a lot of power after this rogue "scoop". I specifically point to the career history of Werner von Braun, who clearly fell from grace in the 1970-1971 period. But never fear--I suspect that another branch of Nazis took over. There is one key player that I have identified with this Faction 3 contingent--astronaut Frank Borman, clearly a real hater, to anyone who can read faces in photographs. Apparently Borman is an Episcopalian, yet it is all over the web of how he took a medal of "Pope John XXIII" into orbit. I think that is probably a complete fabrication, but one to which Borman acquiesces, because it is this religious cult that controls the power, which is seared into his own "damned" brain.
Now, another player that I have identified as belonging to this group is James Clapper, who is Obama's national security adviser. I spotted him, because his lame ass (thankfully the patriots have effectively marginalized him over the years), started getting powerful press attention, once this most recent Obama coup started making noise.
There is an interesting similarity between Frank Borman and James Clapper. They share the same birth date--March 14th. Now, normally I would chalk this up to coincidence; however, as others have noted, so many of the human beings conceived on Mars, or manipulated by the Martian-controlled genetic engineering, share the exact same birthdate--January 17th. I haven't written on this, but it is a truth of which the patriots are well aware. As a matter of fact that is Obama's real birth date.
What if there is more than base on Mars that is engaged in genetic engineering? I think there are two, and perhaps three, distinct bases on Mars that are all tied into this occult conspiracy. You see, understanding the history of Mars is critical to understanding the occult forces and covert power struggles on Earth--it also may be crucial to saving our own planet from the tragic end that Mars experienced thousands of years ago. Unfortunately, there is no standard or comprehensive history on the civilization on Mars, so I am going to have to figure it out, piecemeal, bit by agonizing bit--a task complicated by the physical and mental suffering I endure. I do know that the same spiders that now reside on the moon were what drove the inhabitants there crazy---and those Martian inhabitants may have been refugees from multiple homeworlds themselves--on the run from a merciless, marauding advance of reptiles.
However, I find it interesting that both of these birth date signs--January 17th and March 14th--share the same astrological sign symbol--that of the goat. They also both share a rabid hatred of the Jews. Looking at the scriptural reference, there is the tradition of the "scapegoat", where the goat is driven out to perish for the sins of the community. Even more importantly is the story of Abraham and Isaac. Abraham was told to sacrifice his son by "God" (what if it were really, "god"--some reptilian overlord), and instead at the last minute, he was spared by the sight of a helpless mountain ram, which he then sacrificed, in place of his own child.
What if these stories refer back to some ancient, Martian (or perhaps even earlier), betrayal of these "goat sign" tribes committed by the original forebears of what is now the Jewish people? Is it possible that facing extinction from an overwhelming enemy, that these forebears instead, made an alliance with them, for which they earned bitter enmity from these "goat tribes"?
Now, this isn't so far-fetched as it seems. There are 12 astrological signs and 12 tribes of Israel. In the series, "Battlestar Galactica", there is an explicit identification between these 12 signs and their corresponding 12 planets, which are "on the run", from their MACHINE enemy. I wish that I knew a little more about astrology, so I could intuitively probe for more information between this connections between Capricorn and Aries, but unfortunately, I do not.
However, I do have intimate knowledge of spiritual reality, and I can say, without equivocation, that the rabid hatred demonstrated by these Capricorn/Aries Sirians, and their human followers, will be their own downfall--just as it was Hitler's. The only real question is whether their hatred will drag down all of humanity and planet Earth with it?
The above is just a very weak and tentative hypothesis. It is completely possible that the hatred of the Jews actually originates from a completely false understanding of history. For example, just think on how many Americans became vengeful towards Muslims following 9/11? I know, because I was still "in the world workplace" then, that a lot of people were falling into the trap of demonizing Muslims (kind of like the Jews "demonized" the scapegoat, and the Goat tribes now "demonize" the Jews). Fortunately, these individuals were a really tiny minority. But what if the leadership--both political and intellectual, started pushing the demonization further, instead of downplaying it? What if then, the aggression escalated on both sides, so that weapons of mass destruction were used by both sides? Imagine how long such a bitter enmity can last--for thousands of years, and to the final result of mutual self-destruction, perhaps?
This all goes back to Mars, and the absolute first step, is learning the truth, no matter what it is. However, there is no doubt in my mind that the only outcome that will ensure the future of humanity and this planet, is a reunifying amity of the various factions/tribes/races of humanity (oh, I forgot to mention the Black/White racial conflict goes back to Mars, too). That includes EVERYBODY, NO EXCEPTIONS. However, if forgiveness is necessary, it must be predicated on the truth. This is something that I will have to figure out for myself, because clearly, those aliens and humans, who are in possession of some of this hidden history, have had their understanding and vision skewed by hatred, and are untrustworthy witnesses. This will be hard in my current condition, but I will proceed a little at a time.
Posted by simon says at 5:41 AM 0 comments
Monday, January 30, 2012
I can feel the tension of the world tonight
I can feel the tension of the world tonight, even though the two biggest hot spots are Florida, especially Miami, and the Middle East, especially Israel. I guess that exposing the Apollo 18 mission, has really wracked the "Faction 3" that benefited most from it, and quite possibly everyone is concerned that they may act in force.
Of especially high risk is Miami, which actually is named after Maya-imi--the same Magi/Maya of ancient Babylon involved in this ancient factional conflict, and Israel. This faction desperately wants Israel destroyed. While I am aware of the high tension, and worry like every one else who is privy to what is really going on in the world, I don't have the deep sense of dread that I usually get, when something is about to happen, and consciously I am unaware. My ex-lover lives in southern Florida, and I think my intuition would be sending alarm bells if she were in danger. I always am worried about Israel, and while I don't have a deeply personal connection to the nation, I still regard it as the Holy Land, and think that I would feel a gnawing knot, if a scalar terrorist attack were imminent.
Having said this, I am fully prepared for anything. Tonight is definitely going to be a tempazapam night for me. In the military, benzodiazepenes are considered a "No go" pill, meaning the pilots/soldiers can relax into a good night's sleep; variants of speed or uppers are "go pills", meaning that they can't go to sleep, but must remain alert. I am sure that military personnel off the coast of Florida and all along the borders of Israel are in full "go" mode, but for me, a good night's sleep is my "go" mode.
There has been a lot happening in my personal life that I really need to address, but that will have to wait. Right now, I feel the need for information, so between now and my "go" pill, I am going to try to read as much as I can of Joseph Farrell's book, "The Giza Star Destroyed". I am so eager to search for the information that I am seeking in it, that I bought it on Kindle--which to me, an old-fashioned book lover, is odious heresy. However, I can't wait a couple of days to receive it through the mail--I need to dig in and read NOW. In the meantime, my thoughts, prayers and best wishes are for all those on "go" pills on the front lines, in whatever form and wherever that may be.
Posted by simon says at 6:59 PM 0 comments
There was another Naples, Fl. KaBalist
There was another Naples, Fl. KaBalist that I wanted to identify in yesterday's post, when I ran out of steam. That man would be astronaut Michael Collins, who not only carries a pedigreed occult surname, but also the tell-tale photographic evidence of the Amon-RA virus from even his earliest photos. He referred to his own self as a "brown recluse spider" in an interview he recently gave. He was asked if he considered himself a recluse, and he responded, "like a brown recluse spider", which of course is a venomous species. Because I have seen the terrible abscesses caused by recluse brown spider bites, AND because the "Apollo 18" movie imagery depicting the parasitical brain implants as large "spiders", corroborates other likewise evidence I have uncovered, I find this spider self-reference to be chillingly sinister.
Now, I think NASA was infiltrated by rogue Nazis from its very beginning, and despite the fact that many good and honest men and women have served in its ranks, I think all of NASA operations and high ranking personnel merit scrutiny. I have some ideas on that, but no time to really pursue thoughts on that matter, but I did want to mention another speculative possibility that occurred to me, while briefly reading of Apollo 11's mission.
As I have stated, the televised landing on the moon was completely bogus. It was filmed under the direction of Stanley Kubrick, at the behest of his KaBal patrons, who later murdered him "by natural causes". They were unhappy with his movie "Eyes Wide Shut" that detailed the grossly corrupt immorality of the power underworld. So, have we been to the moon? Oh yes, many times--I would bet that Neil Armstrong wasn't the first man of the 20th century to walk on the moon--though it did make for good theater. Where then, did the astronauts--or ANY Terran land on the moon? I think the answer is that nearly all moon missions landed at the long-established, reptilian/Nazi bases, where they were sequestered from the dangerous surface of the moon. What is so dangerous about the surface of the moon? Why, the spiders of course. Remember, in the movie, how they were able to get inside the unfortunate astronaut's space suit--the highest technology possible, and drive him insane within days--but not before he started developed abscess in his body. I have seen such abscesses before--yep, brown recluse spiders.
So, here is my wildly speculative hypothesis, on which others with access to classified information can nibble. I think all the missions to the moon landed safely on reptilian bases (what the true story is re: Apollo 13, I don't know--good movie, though). All except one mission--which was actually, but secretly, commanded to land on the surface of the moon--Apollo 18. Why?
Well, first let me begin by answering the question, "when?". Specifically, I ask myself that question about the NASA surveyor missions. The Surveyor 5 landed in the sea of Tranquility less than two months after the Apollo 11 Eagle lunar module, was supposed to have set down just a short distance away. The exact date was SEPTEMBER 11, 1967. The surveyors were unmanned probes that were supposed to conduct scientific missions, and transmit data, via telemetry, back to Earth. I think all the trips/missions to the moon were primarily for the purpose of establishing a treaty of alliance with the reptilians, there, so that they would give us access to the extremely rare (on Earth), spiders that have been used to control highly placed leaders for centuries. I think the September 11th touchdown of the probe, actually harvested some of the moon rocks with the anaerobic parasites on them, so that they could give an emergent new faction on Earth, the power to compete with the two main rival factions who had held dominating sway over the planet for milennia. Now, I have a pretty good idea of how those factions identify, but I want to think on this a little more before presenting it. For now, I just want to ask, "why was Apollo 18 ordered secretly to the surface, when it was known to be so dangerous?"
I think the answer is relayed in the movie. I think that the Soviets had either the intrepid gall or monumental stupidity (remember, this was in the communist days), to land a cosmonaut on the sea where the malevolent life forms flourished. Well, I think that sent the DOD, in the throes of the Cold War, into a tizzy. What if the Soviets had found a way to harvest the anaerobic parasites safely, without sucking up to the reptilians who owned the place? What if they had some kind of new technology that rendered the deadly spiders harmless? If so, that would dramatically shift the balance of power at the highest echelons of power, because the occult KaBal who had access to this secret power, would be dethroned. The DOD/NASA had to know, so the completely secret mission of Apollo 18 was ordered to the moon.
Of course, the cosmonaut was not immune, and neither were the American astronauts--they ended up infected and dead--maybe. According to official biographies, they were all killed "by natural causes" within a short time of the mission. However, maybe they just slowly went insane in some secret hospital. Hard to say, but I know the fact that those spiders were harvested on September 11th, marked a significant milestone in occult history. I also know that three lunar craters on that sea were named after the Apollo 11 astronauts. According to the movie, the spiders live within the craters. I think those anaerobic killer parasites once flourished on Earth, millions, if not billions of years ago. I think they may still be alive within the molten magma of the Earth, and under the polar ice caps. I think a more benevolent, but still highly toxic form resides in the petrochemicals, the black oil, of the Earth, which is why we desperately need to quit putting that poison in our air. I am not a Luddite. I believe that technology for alternative energy has been around--though choked off at the source--for quite a while. Nor will alternative energy destroy those economies which depend on it. I think it still will be likely to utilize petrochemicals for a huge variety of products and applications that do not release the component molecules into the air.
Anyway, that is my wild conspiracy theory for the day. Now, back to Earth, and Gainesville, Florida. One factor that I did not know yesterday, was the intensity of the fires that struck the vehicles--particularly a tractor/trailer rig that was left a skeletal frame. Car accidents do not cause that--some kind of scalar (energy) weapon was used--fired no doubt from the UFO that I did speculate was involved. I am confident that our own military and homeland experts have been able to identify the weapons signature. They have seen it before--in Afghanistan. It is the Tall Whites or Amalekites that have directly attacked us on our soil, whether directly or by passing on the advanced, super-secret technology to their human minions. No doubt, this is why Hillary Clinton and the other leaders of the world are redoubling their efforts to resolve the crisis in Syria. Now that Pakistan has moved to empower patriots in their leadership, Assad is the last major leader who remains a loyal and eager vassal to this alien liege, and as long as they can find refuge, they will terrorize the innocents of the Earth. Of course, Assad is clearly a Tall White himself--not only by his breeding (notice how much taller he is than everyone else in his family?), but by religious identification, and of course, the tell-tale implants. Unfortunately, Syria is on the verge of collapse into civil war, and no doubt, that is why the major powers have refrained from active intervention. But, as the Gainesville attack proved--it is not enough that the Syrian people suffer--the Amalekites want to export the suffering, now. It is a delicate situation, and I am glad that there finally are some genuine leaders on the world scene to address it.
PS--one last little detail I forgot to mention re: the Surveyor landing probes. NASA has extensive PDF's on the data collected by those probes. I attempted to download them, using two separate browsers. Both times, I got nothing back but corrupted garble. NASA is too high-tech of an organization to have that kind of problem. I am sure that the PDF's are full of lies, anyway, but still, I think they want to doctor them a little bit further, before allowing for public viewing.
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