So tired of feeling bad.  I don't even know anymore what is psychological/drug related and what is physiological/low thyroid related.  I do know that I am so low energy and listless I can barely move.  I have to force myself to get up and move and go to work.  Also, my mind has no ability to think or remember or perform simple logic.  I am reduced to the status of a drone---which I do believe is the intent.  I do not know how much longer I can force myself to keep up and moving when I feel so bad....