Monday, April 21, 2008
Becoming increasingly nonfunctioning
Becoming increasingly nonfunctioning as psychotropic drugs ravage my body. I am severely depressed and lack any and all energy, drive and ability to perform even routine functions. My legs are numb, and my left leg is in constant severe nerve pain. I cannot do any physical exercise without feeling extreme exhaustion--even yoga class and 1/2 hour bike rides are becoming too debilitating. I have constant problems with my intestines, digestion, nausea and migraines. I am unable to mentally concentrate, write, read or pray. In short I am miserable, sick, hating life and trying everything I know to hold on to hope that someday I will feel like a human being again. Not today. I have to keep holding on to hope--otherwise there is nothing.
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