Another lost day

Another lost day to migraines and non-functional psychotropics. It's a real drag because I hate to come back from the holidays to a dirty house, but there is only so much I can do in limited windows of being able to just move. I still have laundry and a little shopping to do, but I don't know how much I can get done when I don't know from one day to the next how I will be feeling--for that matter, one hour to the next. In addition to the never ending spasms and migraines, I am a little worried about the knotted swolleness of my left lymph node. I know that my body is trying really hard to push out massive amounts of toxins but the damage is just overwhelming. The sad thing is, that so many people (at least from what I gather by reading the internet) believe this is going to help them survive post-2012. But I think the complete opposite--I think it gives the aliens a chance bypass any psychic defenses we may have to them wiring into our brains so that they can practice their "edenic control" (as one Internet, kool-aid drinking Templar put it). They (the modern day "Templars") want to be the ones who make sure that everybody drinks the kool-aid. I know that there is a good reason why my body is so rejecting of these hateful downloads but I can't do anything about it--just try to accomodate it, and envy all those who still have their brains and bodies intact.