The druggie doldrums continue

The druggie doldrums continue--I force myself to get up and move and do chores but all zip, enthusiasm and energy is gone. House is a mess, but takes too much effort to clean. Forced myself to cook becuse afraid meat would go bad. someone like the smell of it. wasnt sure if he was hugnry or not, its all good. i just need to get energy to clean house. bought some truck cleaning stuff but i cant clean disaster that tis house much less truck..