Horrible days continue

Horrible days continue as the psychotropic drugs completely incapacitate me (can't walk), and I am too sick to do much else besides lay in bed.  I went to an appt today to get on UNM health care, and as the lady talked to me, I realized I didn't understand what she was saying--I was that far out of reality.  How can I hold a job when I can't even understand what people are saying when they talk to me?  I am so tired of feeling so bad.  So sick of all the evil and corruption all around me.  Absolutely nothing is going my way.