Monday, November 22, 2010

Sick with migraines all night

Sick with migraines all night, and into this afternoon, as well. I don't know if some further interdimensional surgery was done on my face and/or skull last night but my face looks tighter than Mitch McConnell's, and with all due respect to the Senator, the look does not flatter my small face. It feels very tight too, so tight, that it hurts to smile. I remember something about 70 or 100 muscles are involved in smiling; well, I believe it, for I can feel them all every time I muster even the most wan and feeble of smiles. As a matter of fact, I can't smile. My lips are too constrained by the tightness and jowly facial fluid. It looks as if I've lost 2 inches off my mouth and lipline. If I don't look like a female cloned Mitch McConnell, I'd be a great poster child for a Grey/human hybrid, and though I'm chuckling at the thought, it hurts to turn the lips upward. The pain extends all the ways to the back of the neck where the migraine is and has been for over 12 hours now. So, I'm hoping that my abnormal face is not the result of some surgery (my poor body...), but is just the result of tight muscles and excess fluid caused by yet another regimen of psychotropic drugs. For I know from past experience, that staying up all night with migraines is the result of psychotropics. Still so nauseated. Furthermore, the stomach literally hurts--really bad. I can't even drink water without putting in a little juice, and taking it in small sips. My stomach is just rejecting even water (and I am a huge water drinker). This tells me my electrolytes are all out of balance--the only time this happens (besides migraines and nauseated stomach, is when I'm severely dehydrated). So much going on. So much desire to write, but I am not even able to read very well. Fortunately, I don't feel that we are in crisis, though I think the patriot leadership team is having to make some unpalatable (and that is an understatement) choices and decisions because financially the country is so broke. I feel for all of them--they just move from dire crisis to dire crisis. At least I can lay in bed today (but if I felt there was something I could do to alleviate the dire crisis, I would be forcing myself to be up and about). I feel as if I am being appropriated and claimed by all sides, good and bad. I don't know who is responsible for this latest round of drugging, but if it is the good guys (the Pleiadians and the pro-human, pro-Earth humans and rebel aliens), drugging is not the way to go. I will be able to interdimensionally shift, but not when I am sick like this. If it is the bad guys doing this, the reptilian Satanists, and the luciferian, Borg-allied, "kabbalistic Gentiles", I know nothing I say can dissuade you. But I know where my allegiance lies--I'm for good all the way, even if I am not healthy enough to fully participate. Don't know--just really sick today....

A little later...definitely the bad guys making me sick. I did a search for "metallic taste of water and migraine" and found an intuitively connecting hit of temporal lobe seizure and dsyfunction. I have known for the past couple of days that something is going on in my temporal lobe. I can feel the numbness in the entire lobe area. This area is also is the location of the hippocampus, where I know I have a lot of damage (and where two guys in my dream--I now know were luciferians, tried to get me to smoke marijuana to "help" it. Yeah right. More like help them). What is important about this area? According to my web research this is the area targeted for alien implants. Why? Because this is the area that is responsible for our"inner hearing." The luciferians have tried for years to get me to believe that I am schizophrenic, and I know from my dreams that they want me to channel their luciferian New Age cultic shit. A lot of people are "hearing" these alien and/or rogue intelligence communications in their heads. I am lucky that so far I have been able to resist it. Even if I heard "Sananda" or some fake Jesus in my head, I would rationally know the difference, and wouldn't "bite" on the deception. Sorry luciferians--I know that temporal lobe hijacking has worked with a lot of people. It won't work with me. It just makes me sick to incapacitation with migraines and nausea--just like the entire luciferian agenda does...

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