Spoke a huge spiel

Spoke a huge spiel today. I am loathe to make a negative judgment, but in my own way, I am moving to resoultion. When I am there, I will not be shy. In the meantime I am having to suffer with the constant hormonal challenges, and the psychotropics that I am on. 10 pm and I have to go to bed. Nauseated. Some kind of psychotropic prevents me from thinking clearly but sooner or later I will get where I need to go...