3/28/06---Very very ill, now for two days---unable to do anything. Why? The same sorry motherfuckers who nearly killed me with their lithium and speed have gotten to me with anti-depressants, which my body completely, utterly rejects as poison. I am so angry, I want to go off on somebody. I don't feel the anti-depressants in my mind anymore; I don't feel anything in my mind. They have so fucked up my brain that my receptor sites are completely fried. I can't even get drunk. So, the brain no longer registers the poison, but while it took several days for the body to register the poison, when it did, it shut down--totally. I am incapable of doing anything, except laying around (though I am able to read again). Well get this motherfuckers--Paul DeBlassie, Dave Denny, and all you stupid ass government psychs--I want you out of my body and out of my life--FOREVER ASSHOLES. Get it? I want nothing to do with you, your sick dysfunctional religion, your abusive governmental agency lies and brutality.
I know this is a really hard concept for you to get grasp, but I am a human being and I have rights--every single one of which you have violated--- and I don't want your fucking medication. I don't want you in my life. I will heal myself slowly, but I will NEVER have anything to do with you. GET OUT! GET OUT! GET OUT! Stop poisoning my body with your abuse and stupidity. I am not a fucking lab rat for you to experiment on. I am a human being and I want my life back you GOD-DAMNED CREEPS.