The torture of psychotropics is over and now

The torture of psychotropics is over and now I just suffer the speed which makes it difficult to even lift my legs to walk.  All my joints are stiff and arthritic and I find it difficult to see.  Even worse I cant pray.  It was such a lovely evening that I went to the park to pray, but my head and heart cant connect with my alienated drugged up spirit.  It hurt to walk home.  Think I m going to go lay down somewhere .