Poisoned again

I just spent 10 minutes in a gas station bathroom, rocking with nausea, and keening with moans.  I am a sick zombie again, unable to remember even simple information (couldn't focus on my calls at work), or unable to remember even my social security number.  I can't function this way.  I cannot function.  I am hating life right now.  I can't keep this up.  I won't keep it up.  I have got to get this poison out of me one way or another....