Gloomy gray Easter

Gloomy gray Easter--too goddamned depressed to do anything except try to read. I was crying at the thought that I might never be free of these goddamned religious fanatics and these miserable psychotropic drugs ever again. Cant walk, cant work out, too godddamned drug to visit with people, and increasingly miserable over a constipated stomach caused by these fucking pos assholes and the drugs they force on me. Jews say "next year in Jerusalem." I will say next Easter may I be free of these goddamned maggots. If not may God have mercy on me and let me be six feet under