Barely able to keep my eyes open

Barely able to keep my eyes open with new drug. Too sick to do much more than lay in bed. Brain cannot stand stimuli. I forced myself to drive three miles to dol evrn tho i knew i was a danger to others because i was too drugged up to drive Just to find out that it was a waste of time. TPTB have no intention of letting me find a job. I guess I will remain in a drugged up vegetative state til they decide what to do with me. But given my absolute lack of regard for the current setup of PTB I dont know how it will ever happen. I just want to be left alone by these pricks.