Barely functional as this goddamn psychotropic drugs

Barely functional as this goddamn psychotropic drugs is driving me crazy with pain and muscle spasms. Back wants to go ouyt. Fighting it but i cant control how much massive speed is in my system. 207 pounds and i would see 3 pounds of it is miserable bloat caised by speed. one thing for sure pain is real. taken a fiornal and hope it dont get worse. went to sleep at f5 in the morning last nite because too drugged up on speed. i went to go to a job intv today but was so drugged halfway there that i had to turn to turn around. cant function this drugged. cant function with this much paian., too goddamn sick to take alcohol. isure hope this fiornal works