Swollen to the point of popping

Swollen to the point of popping--face swollen, belly bloated, legs in neuropathic pain, brain and eyes hurt from excess cranial fluid...After a horrible painfilled night I just long for death. I am so tired of suffering, of being miserable, of being enslaved by these Illuminati torturers. God, how I desperately long to be free, free of the implants, the mind control, the ELF torture, the never ending pain and muscle spasms. I pray and pray for freedom, even if it means death, for death is preferable to the slave life that I lead. God help me.