Depression exacerbated by the summer heat

Depression exacerbated by the summer heat, as I try to be a human being.  That is impossible now--maybe impossible forever.  I struggle to do minimum maintenance with a body and brain fried by drugs.  All I want to do is watch TV.  I am so tired of struggling.  My house is filthy but I am too sick with drugs to try to do anything about it.  Keep trying Tita, keep hoping that one day you will be a human being again.  Not today though.