Limping from nerve pain that has me in constant agony. I know now that the nerve pain is caused by inflamed muscles in my thigh (now that summer weather is here, I can place my hands on both thighs and recognize the difference, and feel the intense heat emanating from the left thigh. Even more importantly, I can feel the constant, burning, ripping pain of inflamed nerve ganglia. According to a reading of torture convention rules, physical torture consists of
Severe physical pain described as anything causing permanent damage to major organs or body parts.
I have no qualms claiming torture. I have suffered both permanent brain and body damage, and being in constant physical pain is truly miserable. For the goddamned speed continues. Psychotropic drugs that cause headaches, nausea, , and a total inability to function in any but the most cursory of ways continue. I was too sick last night to even watch TV. I slept until 10:30 this morning, awakened by a phone call. So much suffering. So much just trying to hang on. Hang on for what? I don't know or even care anymore. Help me God/
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