Pain. Neverending goddamned pain.

No doubt the aryans/reptiles are trying mightily to get me into their goddamned interdimensional clutches. I dont know how much longer i can live with this level of pain. It is not just the pain, it is what it is doing to my back, joints, hands, and shoulders and nerves. Too much pain to write. Goint to take another half vicodin to try to sleep, escpae the pain.