Hell

Hell--only word to describe last two days. Too sick to read too sick to concentrate or foucus. Just want to sleep. Body in terrible pain back pain, abdominal wall pain,, left side pain. Muscles all messed up--cant stand. My house smells bad. But too sick to even do dishes. Dont know how i will sleep with thes pain. Gave to drive to po tomorrow, supposed to see Dale but I think i am to sick to drive. Cant function. Juist have one wish-0blivion, death, knock out, andything not to be in this body any more.