Respite from a day and night of hell

Respite from a day and night of hell--whatever drugs I was fed left me nearly paralyzed and going out of mind with psychic suffering (can't say for sure but I suspect their goddamned drugs create psychosis). All I know is that I cannot bear any stimuli whatsoever. But today is a new day--have to get up and on. It is getting harder though because I can't walk very well at all. My right hip is so bad that my entire right leg is numb and dead. I am so tired of feeling like shit and being in pain all the time.