Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Torture started again

Torture started again--fucked up day caused by massive headches and psychtoropic drug download. dont recognize face or eyes. watched v on tv. i wish there was some resistance cell i could belong to. wish i could be. feel like human being again instead of miserable fucked up, pain filled blob with swollen face. have to take test tomorrow. too sick to study for it today. i hope i can pass it tomorrown. have taken tests before with this fuckin poison in system . definitely affects peromance. who am i kidding. how the fuck can i hold a job when i am so fucked up on all this shit. but my reslove is strong. fuck you assholes fuck yeryone of you goddamne d alien tratitors. id rather die than join.

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