becoming increasingly catatonic

becoming increasingly catatonic as their poison speeds thru my system enabled by the dopamine agonist that i (in my stupidity to think they actually gave a shit about my health) told them about. I am becoming autistic to the point of non function. terrified of going to ca and havning my mom put me in a hospital. terrified of the brain damage these fuckers are goint to do tho me this time with their stuppid ass autism-enhancing drugs. GET IT MOTHERFUCKERS --I AM AUTISTIC--and you are eroding every bypass ability i put in place to function like a regular persxon. deeply deeply terrifed--i know these fuckers would rather destroy me than let me be free contrary to their expectations.