Soon I will be nonfunctiong

Soon I will be nonfunctiong as I now suffer with another drug--depakote I think--which leaves me severely depressed and low energy and irritable and cranky. I want so much just to have enough energy to clean house but I got to fight against the desire just to close eyes and sleep. dont feel good at all. I wanted to stay up to midnite to watch the ball drop but i dont think that is going to happen. Maybe i will try drinking --alcohol always used to help me function better when I was on lithium