Blindsided by psychotropics

Blindsided by psychotropics just when I was starting to feel better, not good, but better with all this expensive yoga classes i am taking. Goddamned illuminati fucker pigs =couldnt bear it, so now I am nonfunctional again with some drug. head wants to burst, weighs fifty pounds. desperately need diamox, but cant find it, hope motherfuckers didnt take it. probably did. cant open eyes, hurts everything hurts. cant walk, im like drunk cant hold any balance. terrible pain, misery, sadness, depression. supposeed to go to dr but am way too sick to drive. just have to survive, endure. its hard with all this bursting head paon.