I am beginning to dread nights

I am beginning to dread nights--nothing but incredible headache and neruopathic leg pain, while every time I begin to drift off to sleep, some kind of neurological shock originating in my brain, but jolting my entire nervous system in mycoclonic spasm, wakes me back up. Last nite, I got to bed at five in the morning. Not a good nites sleep. Already the pain is setting in. God, I try so hard to keep my body fit and healthy, but the goddamned slave implants lead to nothing but destruction and pain.