Spent all day in bed

Spent all day in bed--whatever psychotropics i am being force fed ha ve me so drugged i cant wake up or get out of bed. I dont keven know hat ist is about--maybe its just to isolate me. realize that every time I am supposed to meedt with someone, i am drugged up to the point of nonfunction, just so i cant go. sjust so i remain isolated. cant make me crazy assholes. you can make me fat tho. that drives me crazy so maybe you goddamned fuckrs win, no matter what i do. happy to be me happy to be free of any cooperation with ur shit. just suffering tho. tired of suffering all time, God.