Saturday, December 5, 2009

Barely functional this mornign

Barely functional this mornign--cannot bear listening to music which normally is source of joy and energ for me. had brain rushes that kept jolting my cns last nite, resulting in the familiar involuntary spasms and electrical jolts that kept me awake all nite. Lithium. No joy, no feeling, just severe depression, making it hard for me to get out of bed and move, tho i tell myself i got to do something about my fithy house. it is like i carry one humdred ton of rocks. but i tell myself to keep going. keep going , no matter how hard. right now i got to lay down and go to bed. physically body is thrashed. find it hard to enven walk.

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