Frrom bad to worse with fucking drugs. Lower back is compeletely locked making it impossible for me to lift leg and walk. Im so worried--worst fear is that i wont be able to travel. i cannot travel when i am barely mobile and in such severe pain from muscle spasms. too sick to do any shopping or anything. dont even think i can drive, tho i need to get to tpost office. cant read--not because like yesterdcay, because i couldnt concentrate, but because stimuli hurts the brain and just want to shut it down. somehhow have to take out trash today. too sick to take it out last week and now it is overflowing . sometime today, have to take out trash. going to be a very bad, nonfunctional day.
2 hrs later----absolute worst. dont think im going to be able to get out tash. while eating, wish somebody was there to feed me. agonizing pain to lift fork to mouth. every msucle in body locked. would have lowered face to palte and ate like dog, but it hurts to lean back over. everything hurts to type. all i can do is lay in bed and wish for death.
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