Psycotropic hell

Psycotropic hell. lithium i guess by my expanding belly. too sick to do anything. dont know how im going to shower and dress tomorrow to see dale. maybe i wont. im too goddamned to do anything. house is a mess, but cant deal with it. cant even open eyes. hurts to get stimuli, like lithium, also intense pressure behind eyes and tenderness in head like lithium my god my god why have you forsaken me to the goddmned agents of satan, the roman cahoilic church. no one deserves the suffering i am being forced thru. no one. god hel; me.