Sunday, March 8, 2009
Another onslaught begins.
After a day or so of feeling almost normal--minus the painful nerve damaged legs that make it impossible for me to walk without agonizing pain, the psychotropics have started again. Once again, cant think, cant read, cant listen to music. Just very sick and want to lay in bed. I am so sick of this shit. cant i be a normal person and be well enuf to clean my house and get a job and just enjoy life? Answer is no. evil powers have plans for me, and they do not include freedom, joy, health or productivity. so depressed about it all. truly am depressed.