Sunday, November 28, 2010

Never one day of respite

Never one day of respite FROM THIS GODDAMNED NEVERENDING DRUGGING. I know I am on some kind of psychotropic drug because I am full of rage. I want to throw shit at the walls, curse out the bastards who keep drugging me against my will, who cause me nothing but pain and suffering. My back is killing me, I've started walking like Rain man again, and worst of all, I can't sleep because of the goddamned brain and nervous system rushes that keep jolting me awake. Have the stupid sons of bitches got me on lithium again? I don't know. I'm so sick of this shit. I just want it to end. END THIS SHIT. going to take some vicodin and alcohol. only shutting down nervouse system works when i am this fucked up.

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