Another day in hell

Another day in hell caused by psychotropics. too sick to do anything. listened to some goo anti-nwo mpthrees but i dont think tptb liked it. got lots of thoughts in head but too sick to order them . i just am wondering if i am going to go thru this hell for the next week and half wile or longer--if the space station "porch" has anything to do with this renewed assault on my body and psych. goddamned motherfuckers dont get it. i am a child who recognizes my free will and i will never concede my spiritual free will to forces who dont recognize it, appreciate it and abuse it at ever turn. mauybe i pend the rest of my life in suffering agony but i will not cooperat.e just suffer.