Risperdol

Risperdol--I figured out what is causing my sheer hell and agony. Been here before. never ceases to amaze me why these stupid fuckers keep doing the same shit over and over . same pain, same suffering, same inability to relate to reality. back and head is killing me. muscle spasms. head so heavy i cant lift but nothing as bad as themental suffering. well, guess what fuckers you are strangling my brain stem again and i cant wait. i want to die isntead of being ur fucking voddoo doll that u keep tortring in hopes that i ever have anythging to do with your sick perverted religion. good people are not so fucked as i am . all i can do is pray they succeed. i am in too much physical pain, mental tormeent to do anything else.