Fifth day of unbearable illness

Fifth day of unbearable illness--too ill to even drink coffee. i have to be very sick to not drink coffee. cant drink coffe.e. ccan barely get out of bed to pee. body is dead except for muscle spasms. hurts to be bedriden all day but too sick to do anything. hoped to do laundru, but am too sick. eye can no longer open, cant stand any stimule. tptb dont care, and i have a strong suspicion this has to do with ratzingers meeting with obama. obama really has no need for a channel since he has thrown his lot with islam, and no doubt is counting on the saudi king to whip the islamic faithful into mindless obedience, so i have to suspect ratzinger is trying one last time to get a christian channeler to advance his luciferian vision of the future nwo religion. theres supposed to be some kind of frequency bombardment going on--ratz doesnt care if he destroy my body or shatters my mind. all he cares is that he get a channel he can use to turn hundreds of millions catholic to blinness. obama has it easier, the hundred s of millions of muslims are already blind. have to keep my integrity no matter the pain and suffering. stay faithful to God, to me, to the true faith.