Pain. Pain. Pain. Pain.

Pain. Pain. Pain. Pain. How can a person suffer as much pain as I do, neverending. whole left leg from the sacrum to the foot is one big throb, with heat rising from all part of body. I never had problems with leg sid of body until implants in place and now it is the bad side, not right side, the indjured side. so fucked up cant hold head up. cant lift arms even o hold a glass of water. arms so fucked up that i cant hold my body in pushup positon. today last day of gym membership. as the last two times. i so fucked up i cant even work out. just walk out. waste of money for gas. waste of money for gym , glad i wont be wasting any more money on a gym that i no longer enjoyooworking out is nothing but sheer hell fro me. saying that i dont know how much longer i can function without geting the back glutes some relife. i cant work out gaining weight. too sick to care. just want the pain to en.