brain stem being strangled again

brain stem being strangled again--i know, in addition to not being able to bear any stimuli whatsoever, my eyes can't move. no lateral or up, down movement. its like i have a mixed gaze. learned this from online, how i dianosed myself with brain stem strangulation in first place. i figured it out but the sorry lameass nuerologist gurule had no idea. i am too sick to move, too sick to do anything. im so glas i cancelled pest svc, because i am too sick to pick up my house and too sick to escort the man around. too sick to do anything. head hurts so bad. severe severe headache. normally i would take fironal but because i dont hanve adcccess to prescription, thanks to the goddamned dumbass mds who believe the mib instead of looking at reality in the flesh thinks im a dope addict, so i have to suffer with headache. if it gets too bad i wll take it. dizzy, drugged, so fucked up, but still defiant in my proclamation that i am a free human beign and just because u fucking pigs cant get inside of my head to read it or program it, is all the more reason why i want nothing ot do with u , n ur warped vision of reality. its going to be a bad day. nothing i can do but suffre in slienc.