very very sick

very very sick, spent most of day in bed. cancelled svc because too sick to even pickup, clean house a lil bit. canot bear any sound, except most gentle soothing. cannot read, cannot think, watched a lil tv but not really. imnot really in realizty, at least psychologically, physically i continue to sufffer from sever pain, but im so fucked up i dont care about anything. just want this hell to end.