day from hell

day from hell. massive headache. psychotic mind. every muscle in bone aches, like i m on some drug. hop e it is not lithium. cant gain any more wight. frozen eyeballs. unable to see or bear stimuli. time to take lots of tylenol pm alcohol and pray God for release from this hell. losts of stuff going on. too sick to figure things out. too sick toeven read. body so thirsty , keep drinking, but mouth is parched. want water in mouth all time. sky dry feeting cracking. my life is sheer hell. no end in sight.