psychically raped and bludgeoned

psychically raped and bludgeoned by the stupid motherfuckers trying to use me. in incredible godawful, torturous pain and misery. eyes frozen, muscles so wracked, i cant believe the own anatomical disortions i feel with my body. nauseated, sick with migraine and head pain beyond belief as i look at a grotesquely disfigured and swollen face. nerve pain and muscle pain so bad that every instant is hell. well guess what motherfuckers? you just completely shut me down. i WILL NOT SHARE ONE MORE SCRAP OF EVIDENCE OR IMPRESSION I RECEIVE. NOT ONE. peiorid. think i wont. think again. the sons of bitches who are torturing me to the point of death to get me to channel. are going to create a world where it is better to be dead than to suffer as i suffer. dont believe me, do you motherfuckers. goddamned fucking opus dei jesuits never believed me, well gues what i keep my intentions. you have just sent me over the edge, you have killed the goose that lays the golden egg. now i have to go ot bed try to sleep in this terrible, pain.