Godawful sick

Godawful sick as now I am convinced the goddamned sli and opus dei, and all of their fucking nsa cia buddies are doping me once again with lithium. Having major problems with memory, even simple things. Hurts to open eyes==recognize a symptom from the woman with the ischmeic brain stem tumor--literally hurts to open and move eyes. I Took two diamox. knew it had lithium on them but was so desperate to get rid of the fucking bowling ball on shoulders. head weighs over fifty pounds. body to sick to be able to move. exercis, yoga, or bicycle out of the question. Time to start writing tho. Only way this shit is ever going to end, or at least people know my side of the story.