Sunday, May 10, 2009
philosophy aside. havve to figuer how to live with this relentless pain and migraine. migrainea now for eleven days. head hurts so bad. eyes wont open. will take a fiornal cant live with pain. i guess the evil sharks smell blood so they will try to break my mind thru pain. they can suceed, wont succeed in breaking spirit. i will never cooperate with tthe pigs running the show. face hurts. i see sufferin glines on my face deepening. cant stop it too much suffering. too much pain. dont know when it will be over. i pray for death. i am ready to end this fucked up life God, please take me. my life hasnt been human for years now. i want to go.