So drugged

So drugged I can barely walk. some kind of sedative. fortunately world seems to be poised for a peaceful Christmas. as for me I am usd to this--just try to work, read, when I can. certainly couldnt today, though i did shop for groceries. too sick to even cook any kind of dinner. i guess the goddamned luciferians think that if i am so drugged i can barely move, will make me more amenable to their bullshit lies. I know so much of what is happening but too sick to write aout it. just need to go to bed, sleep, wish for better day. death, anything but rubbing elbows with those inane luciferians and their mindwiped brains.