Fucked up

Fucked up on some psychotropic. can move but barely. still largely catatonic. have to move slow, deliberate. head very heavy. even worse, goddamned motherfuckers cut on me in my sleep again. as usual, they cut bone and muscle. also fucking with my face. destroyed only beauty i had in high cheekbones, now they got some strange swelling going on. disgusting beyond belief. cant stand to be in body or look in face. who is doing this to me.Machine or Pleiadians? Are they Pleiadians really who they say they are? i hoped to answer these questiosn today but so fucked up on lost day yesterday and so fucked up today unable to think. hope i am going to be able to drive in a few hours.