Under assault again

Under assault again by psychotropic drugs---non-function al. spent most od day in bed. freezing. House was about 65 degrees but i was under wool blankets, 3 of them and still cold to core. had persistent pain on toe rleflex ppont. checked it out. thymus. has to do with immune system. very stressed. my guess is motherfucker sirian reptiles are pouring on virus. worse of all is the pain. where body has been cut up is in agony. agony. especially on left side. think the dead parathyrodid calcium imbalance causign muscles to spasm and lock badly. wanted to take pain killer earlier but am afraid to take vicodin during the day. otehrwise i wil become addicted because pain is not tolerable and it is nt going away. took one now, so i can sleep. i am not going to survive for long with this kind of pain. the pain kills living tissue an dmuscle. God only knows what will be left after this round of hell.