After hell day preparing for hell nite

After hell day preparing for hell nite. nothing i cn do. Goddamned motherfuckers have got me so drugged up i can barely move. literally. severe nerve pain in legs arms and hands. grotesquly swollen face and "kash n karry" eyes (all pupil, no iris). figured out stupidass pigs want me to plug into the matrix and go travelling thru universe as hologram, running their goddamned dirty errands and channelling the goddamned demonic lies of the "prine of air." in meantime, suffering is extreme. head pain, nerve pain in legs hands. pelvic girdle is spasmin out again. nothing i can do aobut it. long for death, oblivion, drugs anything. just to be free of this goddamned psychotic hell.