Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Yanked again from one drug to another

Yanked again from one drug to another---these stupid, insane religious nuts never let go. Woke up feeling like shit. Although it is not what i was on yesterday, it is severely debilitating none the less. same old migraine. went to open windows to let in sun for plansts because i know ther will go three days without sun but i could not stand the light. even now, it feels best to type with eyes shut. i am once again constipate--that means once again my thyrodi meds have been pulled. What is the definiton of insanity--"to keep doing the same things overand over again, thingking you will get a different result" YOU FUCKING PRICKS. YOU ARE INSANE!! and I am the poor victim of your psychopathic insanity. i desperately need a yoga class so that i can stretch out before a 4 hr (in air) plane trip, but i am too sick to do any kind of yoga. I havent "worked out" at the gym in over a month--body too fucked up to do it. i barely do a yoga class a week. really wanted to do it today but i am too sick. (today last chance to do it with an instructor i know). when will these goddamned jesuti opus dei inquisitors release my body and brain from the chemical torture? this has been going on for years. my life is not worth living.

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