Massive headaches and muscle spasms

Massive headaches and muscle spasms as i try to sleep, once again drugged up. Pissed off--pissed off at the sons of bitches drugging me while i try to do yoga while some dumbass stands behind me to try to read my mind. too sick to go into it. so fucked up after yoga that i couldnt drive hom had to sit in car. now im notonly fucked up but in severe pain. i ask myself why do i keep giving info to people who treat me like shit? dont know. too sick to think on it.