My God, when does this suffering end?

My God, when does this suffering end? i cant keep on much longer. so goddamned sick can barely move. Migraines, nausea all day. severe migraine, not in pain but in result. severe motion sickness. dangerous for me to drive. not seeing reality right. can barely walk. have no energy. no energy. feel like i did after hospital stay barely able to physically walk. too sick to read. too sick to clean house. try to get things done but too fucking sick. arms hurting typing this. arms too weak to type. body too weak to sit down on tioilet seat. want to shake but body has no energy to shake. any knind of mental work out of question. too sick to read understand apply anything. this life, aint worth living. end it god, end it or i woilwill do it. sick of sufferingall time. body hurts, need diesperately to do yoga but have zero energy for even stretching yoga. body cant hold any position whatsoever. sicck of this goddamned wasted life. sick of it god. endit. end it end it. no one should have to suffer the misery i have suffered . no one. i would rather the world end in fire fforever than have another living osould go thru the hell that is my life.