Friday, June 8, 2012

fucking female hormones

fucking female hormones have me practically nonfunctional. woke up with legs cramping in pain, migraine headache, severe autism and raging anger which tells me that i am being force fed female hormones--GODDAMEND SHIT IS POISON TO MY BODY. i am doing everything i can to prepare for a new life, and instead i wake up, knowing i would rather be dead than live like this for the rest of my life. honestly. i am not a female. i don ot like being in this body, brain does not work on female homrones, and if eel like fucking shit on thise goddamned thing.s.

but once again, just as for past years, what is best and healthy for me gets subordinated to a bucnh of slaver prejudice and control mechanism. do what you want, i know what it takes for me to live happhy and healthy and prductive. i know what i can do and bear, even if it takes some worke and stretching, and what is absolutely impossible. bing femalewith these goddamned female hormones--absolutely impossible.

going to be a hell day. just going to try to force myself to function. i cant keep goingthru life feeling like this. this is not just nonfunction, this is severe debilitating illness that no one would ever want to wish on another, not even a slave--so that tells you the kind of beings the KaBal is.

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